♥ Thursday, February 24, 2005♥

RiGhT sIde : eLiSiA aND mI 1997..LeFt SiDe mE aND eLiSiA 2005.. 

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♥ Wednesday, February 23, 2005♥

Left side is me 1 yr ago..Right side is current me..Gt different meh?? i dun think so.. 

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♥ Tuesday, February 22, 2005♥

Today Colin msg me,then we chat using SMS. We long time nv chat on the phone liao. As usual he asked me hw am i wat am i doing nw aday bla..bla..questions.. I also asked him hw he celebrated his V Day and so on... Then he reply me celebrate with his friends coz he so ugly then no $$ where gt gal wan him haha..I told him i also same as him ugly where gt guy wan me and he reply me since we are on the same boat we can start holding hand ha..ha.. I no he wanna start joke with mi liao so i played with him..He say meet him at Hotel 81 at 9pm ah ha..ha..Bei Tahan in the end he asked mi am i serious..He say i too serious liao so he wanna asked if it true Ha..ha,,Of coz i not a loose gal lah.U wanna play i play along with u loh haha..

He funny guy lah..ha..Ha..Sianzz ah..Tomorrow still have to work.. Bo Bian lah..Oh Ya recently my colleague and i created some "nice and interesting songs" So must find 1 day to "Open Concert" to sing fro everyone hahaha...Ok lah wanna ZzzZzz liao..Night night!!

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♥ Monday, February 21, 2005♥

Today went out with Jim.H.C and Jean for movie at Tiong Bahru Plaza. Jim dyed his hair gold colour,then become fair liao somemore go pierce his Chin Kaozz Er Xin lei!! .. Coz he work as a bar-tender sleep in the day and work at night that y long time nv see the sun ha..ha.. He say he 8 mths nv swim liao and he got a shock when 1 day he woke up he find himself suddenly look so fair..Ha..Ha..Laugh until my stomach pain..He funny lah...

We watched Hide and Seek i find the movie not bad but Jim found it stupild..This show is abt a DR have split character haha.. After the show we went to have dinner we order a few dishes not bad lei the foods quite nice.. ha..Ha...

Oh ya..Jim say he wanna know Liping coz he find her cute but according to Elaine Liping will not wan to know Jim coz Jim look like "Beng" haha..plus somemore he pierce his chin Liping more dun wanna know him..Ha..Ha..coz Liping Guai Guai Nu mai ha..ha.. Ok lah i wanna ZzzZzz liao Night!!

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Last few days went to Suntex City for Eye Reserach Conference..Sianzz ah.. Basically i went there is just eat,sleep,sleep eat ha..ha.. Switch off wan LOLzz.... If not sit there SMS,talk softly with Lao Da,hazlin,Shumin,Bird and Susan Ha..Ha...

The 2nd day i fall down at City Link ah..Damn "Xia Suay" coz Shumin is trying to show me wat Birdy msg her..I was too concerate on the msg until i miss a step at the stair and i trip..The worse thing was i was wearing a skirt with a split opening at the centre dunno gt " Zou Guang" anot.. ha..ha.Any way i sprain my ankle but still can walk jus abit painful haha..Ok lah wanna go ZzZzz lIao...Night

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♥ Sunday, February 20, 2005♥

This few days i really disappear from this world..Haizz...So sad...So sad..I put on alot of weight ah.My buttok getting bigger and bigger haizzz.haizzz...I want diet ah. Bei tahan myself liao...Fat Fat Fat..

Jus nw i called Jean and Elaine..Kanna Scold by them coz i disappear for few days.. Then I told them wat happen actually...Sianzzz....I wanna take diet pill..Dun care liao lah..At the same time i also will exercise..coz exercise is still the best thing to loosre weight. So with my exercise and my pills i sure loose weight beri fast loi..At least must lost 10Kg...

Toopid Ah boy..say i loose weight liao my mouth will become beri big like Mo Xiao Ling..Siao!! I Wanna be pretty.. wanan show the stupild LAWERENCE LIM that i can do it...i'll be even slimmer then his current GF..

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♥ Friday, February 18, 2005♥

tIs mI..Took tIs at UncLe pLAcE.. 

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♥ Tuesday, February 15, 2005♥

Today go back to work i'm in recovery with Eileen and Ah Pang... Actually i'm On Call today but i'm really very tired so i passed my Call to Mummy Joyce to do. Then Chun Mei spring her wrist so i acc her go see "Dian Da YI Sheng" Aiyo took so long to see i fall asleep there..after tat i come home so tired.. Yesterday i called Jansen but he nv answer..Everytime call him no answer..Next time dun wanna call him liao..

Jon went Cruise think will be back tomolo...Jon if u reading this dun bother to call me k..coz i'll off my HP i need time to be alone..Sorry..Hope u enjoy ur cruise!! Dun miss me too much!!

Anyone who will be reading this dun bother to call my HP,call my house or call my work place i'll not entertain any call PLEASE LEAVE MI ALONE!!. I need time to be alone to "Jian Dao Jian Dao Wo Zi Ji" I really cannot stand myself!! SO FAT,SO UGLY,SO SHORT,SO DARK!!! I REALLY CAN"T STAND IT!! I Dun dare to look into the mirror coz i felt like slapping myself.. "Ren Jia Shi Ren,Wo Ye Shi Ren" y pple can be pretty i cannot?? Dunno wat i did to myself until i become like that! AH..AH...AH..Going SIAO!!!

There is time when i feel tat i wanan go n died..Died liao everything will be solved..Haizz.. But waste a life.. Dunno lah...Sianzzz..ARH..ARH...FAN FAN!!!

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Valetine Day i went watch I Do I Do with Liping and Elaine it a very nice show..Damn funny ha..ha.. Afetr that we go and have dinner at Food Court then go home ha..ha..
Today i never go work coz i diarrhoea.. sianzzz

This year Valetine Day i not spending alone ha..ha.. Oh ya..have to start my horriabel diet liao..Have to Bi Guan Xiu Lian dun wanna go out with any one for the time being ..SOrry my friend.... Gtg and Zzz liao..Night...

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♥ Saturday, February 12, 2005♥

Today "Nian Zhu San"..Elaine and Jean come to my house for visiting then eat lunch. After lunch we went to Kim Seng and bowl,have a beri fun time there ha..ha..ha.. Our 2nd destination is go Bugis Village help Jie Han buy V.Day present for his GF.Tis guy beri Jia lat ah.. Go K.L holiday then say no time to buy.. The present so nice..i myself like it beri nice ah..neckles,earring and braclet.

Just nw went to Jean place Bai Nian..the mom of coz gt give mi Ang Boa then eat dinner at her place.. Her grandma "Wu Xiang" beri nice..Woh..Jean mom cooking really fanatastic ah...Too bad her elder sis and her BF eating with us so i beri pai sei dun dare to eat so much..ha ha ha... OK i gtg liao wanna zzz liao night..night...

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♥ Friday, February 11, 2005♥

NiAN zU Er!! 

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Today is Da Nian Zhu Er..Woke up at 7++ am..Bo Bian actually wanna wake up go toilet then intend to sleep back again coz i slept at 2 plus yesterday night but my dad want me to help him with some chores so i can't sleep..

Today Xiao Ku family and Da Gu children and family all come my house Bai Nian but too bad Dad gt to go work so i have a very important task to do and that is to distrubite Ang Boa on his behalf ha..ha..So Fun..After that go Jie Jie Place Bai Nian then play Black Jack i won quite alot loi but too bad go Ah Pei house lost $$ coz play majong ma..ha..ha..

Heng Ah! Today no body asked mi go find Bf ah..Ha..Ha..Any way V.Day i will be working ha..ha. Single life is like that Bo Pian.. Too ugly and fat liao nobody date ha..ha..Today i collected 4 Ang bOas ha..ha.. OK so tired wanna ZZZz liAo nIght!!

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♥ Thursday, February 10, 2005♥

mY lIttLE cOuSin tOoK tIs fOr mI.. 

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TooK tIs aT Da Gu HoUSe!! 

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♥ Wednesday, February 09, 2005♥

HUAT AH!!! ....Today is "Da Nian Zhu Yi". As usual we went to Ah Ma,Da Yi,Er Gu and Da Gu place..So tired!! I collected 14 ANg Boas altogeher.. Er Gu home-made Chilli Power Sia! i dun eat chilli wan but i only ate her chilli coz is damn nice..especially go with "Pi Da" Shiok ah!!

Er Ge 2day talked to Jon on the phone,she thought Jon my Bf asked mi bring him go see her ha..ha..When i told her Jon and I only friend she dun belive coz she say if friend where dare to talk to her..Haizz Bei Tahan my Er Ku. Then my 2 brothers say"No Fish Prawn also can" (in Hokkien) dun so fussy gt pple wan i must be happy coz i tis type of pattern..Kaozz i so lousy meh..Bei Tahan!!

Today every places i went all ask me go find BF if not wish me can get a Gd Bf and get married soon..Siao Ah!! i only 21 tis yr ah.. When i told them i dun wanna find a Bf yet coz so far i heaven meet a gd and trust worthy wan all say i fussy and gt high standart and asked me dun judge a person by it look,go for a guy that have good character and can take care of me..Tis 1 i also no lah,since when i find BF i go for look, so ugly wan i also can stead.. They think so easy meh wanna find then can find ,thought go market buy fishs or veg meh..Haizz dunno wat to say to them ha..ha.. Then my father Laugh!! Any way i not angry lah...Jus find them funny ha..ha..

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♥ Tuesday, February 08, 2005♥

Today is New Year Eve..Jus come back from my "SAN SHU" place we went and have our reuion dinner there ,we ate steam boat.So Shiok!!! But also a sad sad day lah..Coz they all say i put on weight..I dun think so loi Kaozzz make mi feel so sad and guilty until i dun dare to eat..HAizzz Spoilt Mood..

Tis few days i so busy lei.. wash and clean,help my father clean house also Haizz like maid like ta.. Tis afternoon Elaine came to my place ask mi helped her paint nails... I gonna stop here liao...Night Night!!

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♥ Saturday, February 05, 2005♥

eLiSiA aNd mE iN SeC ScH..I wAs jUs SeC 1 tAt tImE 1997.. bOtH oF uS wErE pReFeCT!! tIme PaSsEd nW i'M 21 Yrs Old LiAO.. 

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Today is a Tiring day for me.. Come back frm work at abt 1pm, changed and started to washed my new year cloth,after that clean my room windows..AIYO!! SO DIRTY!! ha..Ha..So shy!! Any way i climb up and down,washed from inside to outside,change bed sheet,sweep and mop the floor..SO TIRED!!! After that i sitted on the sofa cannot move haha..Lousy hor!!

Just now we order KFC for dinner...SHIOK!! Anyway i need to loose weight lah coz put on alot and my father is nagging at me liao..Eat until so fat,better control!!! ha..ha..so really must control ah... SO tired..later wanna go bath 1 more time..feel so sticky...Yazzz

Before i end that something i wanna share...Dun expect anything in return in a relationship,it u who willing to fall in and do all those thing for him/her so dun expect anything back from him/her. "Pei Ai Shi Xing Fu,Ai Ren Shi Dong Ku". So u wanna "Pei Ai or Ai Ren"??..

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♥ Friday, February 04, 2005♥

I feel so sad,bad and miserable now.. Recently i make alot of friends angry with me some even start to dislike me liao coz of the way i talk.. As i have mentioned before that nw a day i really dunno hw to "An Wei Ren" some of my friends have troubles and problems that they wanna share with me but i jus simply create a joke frm the problems they told me,in the end make them angry and sad..Haizz..

Friends i just wanna say SORRY even those most of you dun have the chance to read this msg but i'm really sincerse in my heart for the apology.. SORRY for all this,i did not do it on purpose.I also dun understand y am i like that now. i think for the time being u all better dun share any of ur troubles and problems with me coz i dun think i'm a good listener and adviser as compare to last time and it will also make all of u Hate mi more. Leave me alone for sometime k..Thank

No matter wat..I told myself after Chinese New Year i must change into the Siao Cho Bo i use to be last time. The girl that can console people well,advise people well and the girl that know how to speak at the right time with the right words. But friends please dun find me irrigatng and unreasonable ah...ta..ta...

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♥ Thursday, February 03, 2005♥

Today i sick ah..Haizz taken the medcines but cannot sleep.Got fever 37.6..Nw my body aching ah..Especially the neck ah..Haizzz..New Year coming then i fall sick...Ever since i started working in air-con enviorment i alway fall sick..I think 1 of the reason is i nv drink enough water..my skin damn dry..Must take care if not later become Ah Ma skin..

On leave today,actually intend to clean my room windows and wash new yr cloths but i dun think now i can.. Hope tomolo will be better coz i gt to go back to work...Yesterday Jon show mi photos of his room and his toys collection I find some of them quite cute.

One of my friend told me that he/her was quite troubles..I also dunno how to help him/her all i can do is to lend him/her my ears and talk to him/her.. I wanna help but i dunno how to..Haizz..But i did give him/her some solution to the troubles.. I keep on asking myself am i a lousy friend? I also dunno..

I found tat ever since my last relationship i have change..I become a gal tat dunno how to "An Wei Ren" i'm not like tat like time and i also find tat i'm not tat straight forward as last time. Nw aday i alway need to take a long time to tell someone off or a long time to answer a question which is not like that last time. I use to be very striaght but recently i find tat i'm not like tat liao.. WAT HAPPEN??

I also realise tat i'm not that "CraZy" compare to last time..Last time i alway "Feng Feng Tian Tian de" but nw aday i become more quiet liao.. WAT HAPPEN?? Issit the last relationship left a great impact in me?? or issit being with him i learn to be more demure and quiet tat y i ended up like tat?? I really dunno ..Dunno..... I alway told myself i must be the "OLD CLAUDIA" again..But i dunno when the time will come,i have to gif myself somemore time to return back into the "Crazy,Feng Po and Siao Cha Bo" tat everyone use to know and see last time..

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♥ Tuesday, February 01, 2005♥

tIs iS mE...Ugly Pic..Ugly PiG!! 

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This few months i dunno wat happen to me keep on eating,eat non-stop eat and eat..Bei Tahan myself haizzz..CLAUDIA U MUST STOP!!.. Think maybe stress ba and also hormones inbalance keep on eating..But i no after sometime i will have no Wei Kou n i will stop eating..

Yesterday really damn Tu Lan with Ying Ting, "Ka Lim Bu Lan Jiao Wei" behind my back "Chao Chee Bye".. treat her as 1 of my gd frend yet tok bad behind me FUCK!!.. Infront of me 1 face but when i turn my back she another face.. Say i gt attitude problem,act cute,act chio,act friendly.. Kaozz if so easy to act i already in Mediacrop be actress liao ah wat for still working as a nurse..SIAO CHEE BY!!
So far in my 21 yrs of life and out of the thousand of friends i meet n know so far only 4 of them sya i gt attitiude.. when they say this either they jus know mi or dunno me well..but 2 of them later relaise that i'm not the attitude type after they no me well..

Yesterday i talk to Justine on the phone.He asked mi who is Jon haha..Told him is my friend loh..A Chor Ah Beng ha..ha.. He thought Jon wanna chase mi ha..ha..Then he say " I dun need to worry coz u so fat,so ugly,so fierce,so rough he sure will get frighten by u ha..ha..so i dun need to worry.." K.N.S.. say such thing ha..ha.. Any way i and Jon are jus gd friend loi..and he is my "Artificial" Lao Gong ha..ha.. He must report to me before he zzz and i will report to him when i off work haha.. He and me have the same taste we love to listen to old type of chinese songs ha..ha... OK gtg liao..night night..

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