♥ Tuesday, February 15, 2005♥
Today go back to work i'm in recovery with Eileen and Ah Pang... Actually i'm On Call today but i'm really very tired so i passed my Call to Mummy Joyce to do. Then Chun Mei spring her wrist so i acc her go see "Dian Da YI Sheng" Aiyo took so long to see i fall asleep there..after tat i come home so tired.. Yesterday i called Jansen but he nv answer..Everytime call him no answer..Next time dun wanna call him liao..
Jon went Cruise think will be back tomolo...Jon if u reading this dun bother to call me k..coz i'll off my HP i need time to be alone..Sorry..Hope u enjoy ur cruise!! Dun miss me too much!!
Anyone who will be reading this dun bother to call my HP,call my house or call my work place i'll not entertain any call PLEASE LEAVE MI ALONE!!. I need time to be alone to "Jian Dao Jian Dao Wo Zi Ji" I really cannot stand myself!! SO FAT,SO UGLY,SO SHORT,SO DARK!!! I REALLY CAN"T STAND IT!! I Dun dare to look into the mirror coz i felt like slapping myself.. "Ren Jia Shi Ren,Wo Ye Shi Ren" y pple can be pretty i cannot?? Dunno wat i did to myself until i become like that! AH..AH...AH..Going SIAO!!!
There is time when i feel tat i wanan go n died..Died liao everything will be solved..Haizz.. But waste a life.. Dunno lah...Sianzzz..ARH..ARH...FAN FAN!!!
PrInCeSs ShaN
