♥ Thursday, February 03, 2005♥
Today i sick ah..Haizz taken the medcines but cannot sleep.Got fever 37.6..Nw my body aching ah..Especially the neck ah..Haizzz..New Year coming then i fall sick...Ever since i started working in air-con enviorment i alway fall sick..I think 1 of the reason is i nv drink enough water..my skin damn dry..Must take care if not later become Ah Ma skin..
On leave today,actually intend to clean my room windows and wash new yr cloths but i dun think now i can.. Hope tomolo will be better coz i gt to go back to work...Yesterday Jon show mi photos of his room and his toys collection I find some of them quite cute.
One of my friend told me that he/her was quite troubles..I also dunno how to help him/her all i can do is to lend him/her my ears and talk to him/her.. I wanna help but i dunno how to..Haizz..But i did give him/her some solution to the troubles.. I keep on asking myself am i a lousy friend? I also dunno..
I found tat ever since my last relationship i have change..I become a gal tat dunno how to "An Wei Ren" i'm not like tat like time and i also find tat i'm not tat straight forward as last time. Nw aday i alway need to take a long time to tell someone off or a long time to answer a question which is not like that last time. I use to be very striaght but recently i find tat i'm not like tat liao.. WAT HAPPEN??
I also realise tat i'm not that "CraZy" compare to last time..Last time i alway "Feng Feng Tian Tian de" but nw aday i become more quiet liao.. WAT HAPPEN?? Issit the last relationship left a great impact in me?? or issit being with him i learn to be more demure and quiet tat y i ended up like tat?? I really dunno ..Dunno..... I alway told myself i must be the "OLD CLAUDIA" again..But i dunno when the time will come,i have to gif myself somemore time to return back into the "Crazy,Feng Po and Siao Cha Bo" tat everyone use to know and see last time..
PrInCeSs ShaN
