♥ Thursday, March 24, 2005♥

HELLO!!!!!!!!!

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is mi in my work place changing room...

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♥ Wednesday, March 23, 2005♥

Woh Kao.. Jun Long got himself a girl-friend liao leh!! MY GOD!! Wat happen to him? He is not like that want..Ever since the quarrel he with jean,he had changed loh..Haizzz...Dun tell me he really like Jean?.. Any way i'm just nothing to him not even a friend..Dun care abt him..He die or alive also not my business..Best is dun tell me if he die i can save my"Bai Jin" money.. I REALLY VERY VERY ANGRY!!!

This month alot of people birthday ah.. Christel 24th birthday, Chunmei,Dennis 21th birthday,my niece 1st birthday. Then must save up money for April and Karel 21th birthday which is at April..So broke ah!!!

I dunno wat had happen to me? I think,I'm like changing into another person but wat will i become good or bad? I really dunno..The only thin i know is i wanna slim down..The rest i really dunno.. Give me sometime to think about ba..Maybe when i reach Kelong i will make use of the time there to think about all this..Haizzz

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♥ Tuesday, March 22, 2005♥

Today Jean told me about Jun Long thing..She say Jun Long yesterday went and drink with Ah Boy,then Ah boy saw Jun Long talking to a girl when he came back from toilet and Ah boy saw the girl get into Jun Long car..Haizz Wat wrong with him? Normally Jun Long go "Chiong" if girl asked him for number he alway don't give,but this time he give plus went out with the girl,dunno where they went also..Haizz..Wat happen to him?? I really don' know..AH..AH..!! Dun care lah..Wat he wanna do let him do lah as long as he happy can liao..Who am i to stop him frm doing all this SIAO!!

Just now Jon help to upload song in my Blog!! Actually i wanan do myself but i can't d/l the MP3 Converntor so i asked him help me..Ha..Ha..He so nice... Jus nw i also help him to create the snow effect mai ha..ha,,ha..

Wat happen to Jun Long?? Haizz.. I msg him he also nv reply..Wat is he thinking?? I dun have a Crystal Ball here to tell me leh..Haizz...Anyway i'm sure Ah Boy will help him if he gt problems..I wanna Zzzz Liao Night night!!

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Is mE!!

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Mi n AshLieTh!! MuaCkzzz MuacKzzz 

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♥ Monday, March 21, 2005♥

Haizz...so sainzzz,so fab up with Jun Long..Wat happen to him ah?? Haizz... I asked him to called Jean but heard frm Jean that the way he talked like very "Plastic" and " angry like that.. I really dunno wat to say to him.. I really use up my brain cells liao..

Just because of a small thing and they quarrel..Kaozz.. I not angry at all mai but is Jean..Any way Jean no longer angry with him liao mai why he alway think that she is angry with him? Actually he is the one who make thing worse loi..The fact is EVERYTHING IS OVER!! Wat he still thinking abt all this?

The thing he typed in his friendster main page is very very obvious that is for Jean loh but why he delined? If i wanna say "Nan Ting Yi Dian" he is making use of me to pass the msg loi..If it is true i really HATE HIM!! SEE HIM NO UP!!

The 1st 3 paregraph is for Jean loh but the last paragraph is very obvious that he purposely make people confuse who is he writing to loi.. Jun Long is a guy tat go around the bush to tell someone something loh,he is not as direct as Ah Boy..So is very obvious that this is for Jean..
I really sick and tired of all this liao.. Dun make me use my last solution to deal with them I dun wish to use that..Haizz...I really beri tired!!

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♥ Sunday, March 20, 2005♥

My VeRy VeRy PrEsCiOuS NePhEw & NiEcE AsHEr & AsHlieTh.. LoVe YoU!! mUaCkZZZ 

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sLeEpy HEaD on thE bEd..ZzzZz.. 

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Today got work!!..Yesterday night talked to Warner on the phone until 2++am ah...He very funny..Ha..Ha.. I told him we have a secret codes and there were 3 of them i told him must remember..I also told him must start to save money to buy my birthday present ha..ha..Wat ever i say and he can't over talked me in will alway say I win lah..Let mi win..Ha..Ha.. Funny!!

Jon come back frm cruise liao..Recently he always go cruise with his mother So Shiok!! But nv buy anything for me..So sad!! Hw only know hw to buy things for this "Gay Pathner" Yi Zhen..Ha..Ha.. Jealous ah!! LoLxxx..

Just nw have lunch wif Ah Bird at Delifrance..We chatted and jokes..Then Warner called me ask me wanna meet him after his Vitinam Language class..ha..Ha..he go learn Vitnam language..I told him to teach me scold Vitnam Vagular Words then he say he nv learn teacher nv teach coz teacher is a very gentle women..Bei tahan!!!

Okay lah wanna ZzzZz liao,,Night Night!!

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♥ Saturday, March 19, 2005♥

After thinking for 1 whole night and 1 whole afternoon today i finally make my final decision..

Inorder to be fair to the 2 of them i will NEITHER choose Lawerence NOR Justine.. I rather not let anyone to love me or I love anyone..

I choose to give up Lawerence even those i know that in my heart i still love him... I'm self-fish i dun wanna let myself be miserable in the further. I don't think i suit him...He can find prettier girl to be his GF.

As for Justine i choose to reject him i know that he really treat me good but i always feel that there is something lacking between us which i don't know what the thing..I'm sure 1 day he will find his Miss Right..

Boyfriend can alway find again. I want myself and both of them to be happy and i hope we can still remain as friend.. In the mean while I will wait for my "3rd" Man to apperar ha..ha.. But who will it be?? I don't know ..I will leave the Blank to the further...

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♥ Friday, March 18, 2005♥

Why today the whole day i have been thinking of Lawerence and Justine? The memory of me and Lawerence have been freshing repeatly frm my mind today. A minute later Justine image appear in my mind,a minute later the memory of me and Lawerence appear in my mind again?..AH..AH..AH..WAT HAPPEN??

I really don't know wat had happen to me?? Normally only slim and pretty girl have this type of problem but why a FAT and UGLY girl also have this type of problem?? Haizzz..

I have not given any answer to Justine on the question he asked me few months ago.. I really dunno wat am i doing,wat am i thinking?? As Lawerence i saw him yesterday my feeling toward him is very strange i dunno wat feeling is that?? the feeling is so strange until i can't even explain myself. Haizzz..Is it that i still Love him?? Then hw i feel toward Justine?,wat the feeling?? I really dunno...DUNNO!!

Lawerence is a guy tat really understand me alot for me while Justine is a guy tat really care for me alot never failed to be by my side when ever i need him. So how??.. I must be fair to both of them..But hw shall i be fair?? there is 100% that 1 side will loose out. i Know i can't use "Gan Ji" to represent love..i can't avoild..must face it...

There must be an answer to a question..Then wat my answer?? I really dunno...dunno...I think i need sometime to think over..Haizz...Haizz....

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Today attended my friend Wedding Dinner.She is really pretty leh.. Of coz lah!! Where got Bride not pretty wan..Ha..Ha.. Her husband face gt abit of "Huai Ren Nian" ha..ha... But can see that her husband treat her good..They together for abt 3 yrs liao.. Last yr ROM,very soon she going to be Ma Ma liao..So happy for her..

I seat beside Lawerence just now,i did't look at him nor talk to him but when the waiter asked me wat i wanna drink i requested Red Wine and he told the waiter give me Orange Juice I stared at him and he say " For ur own gd stupild gal" when he say this my mind suddenly fresh back abt the past when we were together dunno why..

Lawerence did talked to me jus now and he also take foods for me ha..ha.. When i went toilet alone he came out also.. Then we chatted outside the restraunt for awhile and he say "SORRY" to me about the incident tat happen 1 mth back at K-Box.. I say forget it.. i show him my injured finger and the scar still there. I can see tat he really feel beri bad..
He say to me "hand kanna cutted by broken glass pieces dunno hw to say ah then u gt mouth for wat.."
i answer him back "then u dunno hw to use ur pair of eye to see ah give u eyes for wat??"
In the end both of us start laughing ha..ha.. His friends offer me crigratte he scolded them ha..ha..he somtime realy beri funny!!

I asked him why he never bring his GF here then he say he all along no GF lah..The gal who he bought to KTV is his friend sister lah he only treat her as Xiao Mei Mei..He say the gal only 19..Woh so young!! But she look really mature..He say he announse to everyone tat the gal was her GF coz tat day when he come into the room he say my face beri black he see liao beri "Tu Lan" Tat y he say tat..Damn childish!!..

Jus nw Law ask me wat is my feeling when he say tat the gal is his GF..I reply
"Nothing lah....Siao"
He jus smile!!
I can say so far he the only guy tat i met tat "Uses Heart to see things instead of the eyes"

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♥ Thursday, March 17, 2005♥

Tis few weeks really busy with work ah!! Last week went to Daphne wedding dinner the foods wan *YummY*..ha..ha... Tomorrow gt another wedding dinner this time is Hui Ling getting married,she is only 1 yr older then me..I believe she will be beri beri xin fu wan..

So far my dieting plane going very well..I have lost abt 7kg in 2 weeks..Beri Happy ah!! I believe beri soon i will slim down liao... Girl must alway be pretty ha..ha..ha..

Hm...beri tired liao..wanna go ZzzZzz..Good Night!!!

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♥ Wednesday, March 16, 2005♥

LooK tHiS aT DaPhNe WeEdInG!! PrEtTy?? Ha..HA.. 

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It mE..HA,,hA..beRi zI liAn Ah!!! 

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♥ Sunday, March 06, 2005♥

My SHIT DA KO fAce ha..Ha.. ANy wAy wHeRe gT SHIT DA KO so fat ha..ha,,ha.. 

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Today i gt a a busy day at work..Again i gt to stay back coz my Theater list cannot finished. Any way is ok coz next mth sure alot of money coz this week alone i gt 8 hrs of over time...

Jean was very angry with Jun Long coz of me..When Jean asked Jun Long to give me his number Junlong refuse and give a reason that he scare i will like him then next time cannot be friend..Ha..Ha..Funny leh!! That why Jean so angry..Haizz..Any way i dun take it to heart lah.. I not the type of gal tat fall for guy easily no matter it is handsome or ugly..Unless the guy have certain thing in him that attract mi if not i will jus treat them as friend and will not think so much..Any way all along i had nv want Junlong number coz i dun find it necessary n i nv even think of having it,..Dunno y he say until like that maybe he really scare that the care and concern he give mi will make me misunderstand.. I no wat the different between care frm a friend and someone i like..Haizz..NVM lah maybe he dun understand me enough.. Maybe he also gt his own reason tat not convident for him to say it out tat y say such thing.

Hm... any way i already explain everything to him up to him to believe lah.. Ok lah..I gtg liao..Night Night!!!

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♥ Saturday, March 05, 2005♥

This few days really busy at work ah...Almost everyday need to work over-time..Even those I not on call i also need to stay back coz got case added in my Theater and is alway GA..Sianzzz... Still remember on Wed my Theater was so busy until i nv take my breakfast and lunch,Morning overslep no time to buy bread then thought of ordering lunch but in the end forgot plus Theater so busy no time to order then end up with no foods haha..By 3pm in the afternoon i was so Hypo,i go take my blood sugar lucky it was 5.2mml not less then 3mml haha...Dinner i meet Lee Yan give her her birthday present then have Mac for dinner i ate Grilled Chicken Fold Over Yummy!!

This few days i really watched my diet..Finally i really can control the way i eat..Ha..Ha... Jus this week alone i lost abt 4kg..SO HAPPY!!! i gt another 3 weeks so i hope can lost abt 8kg this month... Ok lah..wanna go ZzzZzz liao night night!!!

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♥ Thursday, March 03, 2005♥

This few days something sad sad happen at home..Haizz so headache!! I cry until my eye swollen!! Cannot concentrate on my work and other things i'm doing...Sianzzz....Luckily thing getting better liao... Thank my "Guan Ying Ma"

I have register for the Diploma in Nursing..Dunno weather can get in anot coz my GPA not enough..Hope my 2 yrs experience can help me to get in if not must appeal liao..Bo Bian..So old liao is time to further my study...

Hm..I have start my dieting liao..Ha..Ha..So far so good!! Must slim down..If not throw face haha... Any way i so tired this few days work so busy until no time for lunch..NVM can slim down haha..Ok lah..Gonna ZzzzZZz liao..Night Night!!!

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