♥ Saturday, March 19, 2005♥
After thinking for 1 whole night and 1 whole afternoon today i finally make my final decision..
Inorder to be fair to the 2 of them i will NEITHER choose Lawerence NOR Justine.. I rather not let anyone to love me or I love anyone..
I choose to give up Lawerence even those i know that in my heart i still love him... I'm self-fish i dun wanna let myself be miserable in the further. I don't think i suit him...He can find prettier girl to be his GF.
As for Justine i choose to reject him i know that he really treat me good but i always feel that there is something lacking between us which i don't know what the thing..I'm sure 1 day he will find his Miss Right..
Boyfriend can alway find again. I want myself and both of them to be happy and i hope we can still remain as friend.. In the mean while I will wait for my "3rd" Man to apperar ha..ha.. But who will it be?? I don't know ..I will leave the Blank to the further...
PrInCeSs ShaN
