♥ Friday, March 18, 2005♥
Why today the whole day i have been thinking of Lawerence and Justine? The memory of me and Lawerence have been freshing repeatly frm my mind today. A minute later Justine image appear in my mind,a minute later the memory of me and Lawerence appear in my mind again?..AH..AH..AH..WAT HAPPEN??
I really don't know wat had happen to me?? Normally only slim and pretty girl have this type of problem but why a FAT and UGLY girl also have this type of problem?? Haizzz..
I have not given any answer to Justine on the question he asked me few months ago.. I really dunno wat am i doing,wat am i thinking?? As Lawerence i saw him yesterday my feeling toward him is very strange i dunno wat feeling is that?? the feeling is so strange until i can't even explain myself. Haizzz..Is it that i still Love him?? Then hw i feel toward Justine?,wat the feeling?? I really dunno...DUNNO!!
Lawerence is a guy tat really understand me alot for me while Justine is a guy tat really care for me alot never failed to be by my side when ever i need him. So how??.. I must be fair to both of them..But hw shall i be fair?? there is 100% that 1 side will loose out. i Know i can't use "Gan Ji" to represent love..i can't avoild..must face it...
There must be an answer to a question..Then wat my answer?? I really dunno...dunno...I think i need sometime to think over..Haizz...Haizz....
PrInCeSs ShaN
