♥ Saturday, August 27, 2005♥
Went out with Elaine,Jean,Jiehan,Yan Fang ,Han Chang and Alfred.. 1st went and bought elisia present after that went to Cenileisure for dinner.. I ate alot alot of things and i drank 2 bowls of Miso Soup coz i was so scare to see him..I scare to see him not because i like him BUT is because i veri "pai sei"..I really very very "pai sei"..
Can u imagine my heart beat so fast..my face turn red then got watery eye.. i dunno hw to face him..i really dunno hw to face him..I really feel like crying.. He talked to everyone except mi..I'm jus a stranger to him..Why gd friend turn out to be like this?
IS ALL MY FAULT...ALL MY FAULT!! I HATE MYSELF!! I HATE MYSELF!! HOW I WISH I WILL BE KNOCK DOWN BY CAR SO THAT I CAN LOST MY MEMORY AND FORGET EVERYTHING..
I really feel damn sad..really damn sad.. y thing turn out this way.. i really wanna cry..i wanna cry...Can i cry? I really wish that everything is back to normal and we are still gd frends like last time. Hw i wish time can be turn back when i no is impossiable..
Its been a long long time i nv so "fan" so confuse before..The only thing that make me "fan" was the relationshup between and Lawernce which is 3 yrs back,after that i nv experience thing tat is so "fan" like this..Why..Why must i "fan"?
Su Ku Kor hw i wish u are here now to help mi solve all this.. I know that i have grow up everything i gt to settle and solved myself and learn to be independent but this thing really make mi "fan shi le" You are right i'm "Hum Chee" when come to relationship problem but this time round i really can't solved ah..HELP Mi..ANY ONE CAN HELP ME?? What shall i do?
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♥ Friday, August 26, 2005♥
1 yr ago......................1 yr later
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♥ Tuesday, August 23, 2005♥
LixIn Ne mI...
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SwEnSeN fRenzz 4EvEr!!
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dEnnIs n Me..ToOk tIs aT peI fEn B'DaY cElEbrAtIoN on 22.8.2005..
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♥ Wednesday, August 10, 2005♥
Today is National Day and is also Alfred Birthday... I went to Jurong point and watch movie with a friend..We watch the show Snelth.. I was late coz i forgot to bring my wallet out..Kaozz..i only realise it when i reach the MRT station..Really feel bad ah!! Somemore we r watching 1.30pm show leh,so i no choice took cab down loi..
Who know half way tru the show i was being called back to do an infection case..Haizz..Spoilt mood..My poor friend also can't watch the show coz of mi really feel so bad. 1st i was late for meeting him, secondly i was called back... Any way it was nice of him sending mi back to work..
After work Silin and me go and have dinner at Griller at Tiong Bahru Plaza..After that i took cab home and she go meet her friends at Marina Bay..Hm.. Think is time to Zzzz liao...night night...
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♥ Saturday, August 06, 2005♥
My "Yi Shu" PIeErCiNg..StiLl wAnNa pIeErCe a FeW mOrE..
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♥ Thursday, August 04, 2005♥
Why does human being always don't treasure what they have now? but only regreted after lossing them. Haizz....
Recently i chatted with a friend over the phone..It been along time since i meet up with him and chatted with him.. He was busy with his work as well as his GF..Tat why we seldom chat or meet up.
We chatted about his work and also his relationship problems... He had been complainting to me about his GF since past few months.. Yesterday he also complaint to me abt his GF..
He say recently he had been quarreling with his GF coz of his busy shedule and his GF unreasonable attitude. He say that where ever they quarrel he was alway the one who give him her, where ever after a quarrel over the phone he will straight away went down to her place and find her but the GF alway dun bother to find him at all..
I told him a relationship take 2 hands to clap is he is alway the 1 clapping and make an effort to make this relationship work but his GF dun bother i dun think this relationship will work loi.. He did spoke to his GF before but not much changes.. He say his GF is those "DA NU REN".. I told my friend if this time they quarrel again,i told my friend dun bother to go and look for her or call her,let see wheather she will contact him anot. If she really never do that then my friend shall know what is his status inside his GF heart. I told him dun feel sad if this happen coz at least he know she dun bother and no point feeling sad over this type of gal coz she dun appricate him and i believe there are alot of gals out there will appricate my friend more then his GF..
Human being are alway like this..Haizz.. Why can't she appricate him? don't she know that she is very lucky to have such a nice BF to dote her and love her,Y can't she treasure him? Not every girl have this type of privallage loi.. Haizz...Really feel sad for my friend...
Hm...how should i help him? I told him tat things that dun belong to you will alway leave you and let nature take its place.. Am i veri bad to tell him such thing? i dun think so coz i'm telling him the true.. I want him to realise that there alot of gals will appricate him alot...
I hope everything will "YU GUO TIAN QING"...Night night..All the best to u my friend..
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♥ Tuesday, August 02, 2005♥
sianzz....sianzzz....sianzzz....sianzzz....sad....sad....sad....sad....busy....busy....
busy....busy....headache.....headache....headache.....curse....curse....curse...
curse....
*I *****G **A** *E**** I WANNA CURSE U!!
I CURSE......
U WILL GET INTO A SERIOUS ACCIDENT WHEN U DRIVE....
I CURSE .....
U WILL HAVE UR LIENCE SUSPEND 4EVER....
I CURSE....
U CAN'T DRIVE 4EVER..4EVER..4EVER
I CURSE....
UR CAR WILL GET ALOT OF STRACHES ....
I CURSE....
PEOPLE SPRAY PAINT ON UR CAR....
I CURSE.....
UR WIND SCREEN IS BEING SPLASH BY GOLF BALL OR STONE WHEN U DRIVE IT WILL BE EVEN BETTER IF IT HIT UR HEAD AND LET YOU BLEED TO DEATH...
I CURSE....
THERE WILL BE ALOT OF BIRD SHIT ON UR CAR NO MATTER WHERE U PARK UR CAR...
I CURSE....
WHEN U DRINK & EAT U WILL CHOKE TO DEATH
I CURSE....
WHEN U WALK U WILL FALL TO DEATH....
I CURSE....
WHEN U SWIM AND BATH U WILL DROWN TO DEATH...
I CURSE....
WHEN U SLEEP U CAN'T WAKE UP 4EVER...
I CURSE....
U CAN'T GET A GIRL FRIEND OR MARRIED FOREVER..
I CURSE....
ALL UR HAIR DROP & U BECOME "BOTACH"
I CURSE....
ALL UR TEETH DROPPED & UR TONGUE TWISTED..
I CURSE....
UR LAPTOP EXPLORE AND BURN DOWN UR WHOLE ROOM, BUT NOT UR FAMILY MEMBERS.
I CURSE....
NO MATTER WHAT THINGS U DO,RUNNING BUSINESS OR WORK..THEY WILL ALL FAILED..THE BEST IS U BANKRUPT!! BROKE...4EVER NO $$$
I hope all this will come true soon and happen on you...
*I *****G **A** *E****
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