♥ Friday, September 23, 2005♥
What had happen to you? Why have u become like this? I can't believe my eyes that the guy i saw was you.. i look at your back it was so similar to a guy that i had know for 8 yrs, a guy that watched me grow all this years frm a slim girl to a fat girl, frm a school girl to working adult... a guy that dote on mi alot... a guy that always share his happiness time and saddest time with me. I don't have the courage to called you and i hope was not you... But when i pat on your shoulder i hope the person tat turn around is not u i really hope is not you....But...Why is it you? I really got a shock of my life it a terrible horrible shock..the guy is you really is you.. My tear gonna dropped but i swallow it back.. Tis the most shocking thing i meet in my 21 yrs of life.
What happen to you? When i saw you on ur birthday u are still alright still like the brother i know... Still the happy-go-lucky, K.L guy, the guy tat alway "SUAN" me.. But why u become like this? Just a short period of time u become like this? I asked u alot of questions but u never answer me anyone of it and u just walked off like this leaving mi behind which u never never did it like this before..You had never treated me like this before... You told me before where the whole world of people ignore me you will not BUT...
Those words u told me on your birthday is it related to this... If it is i shall realise it long ago.. Haizz... You make me promise you that no matter what happen i must alway be strong and take care of myself... You make me promise you don't give up things easily always perserverance... You make me promise u thousand and one things but you...
I not gonna give up on you.. Let me tell you if all ur friends gonna look down on you and ignore you I will not.. U are forever my Brother...Brother..Brother.. I not goona let u become my "sister".. I will not let it happen.. If u are really playing coz u wanan have fun PLease...please....please stop it now.. Turn back now is still early.. I dun wanna see you like this... I willing to do anything for you as long as u turn back... I promise..
PrInCeSs ShaN