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♥ Friday, September 23, 2005♥

What had happen to you? Why have u become like this? I can't believe my eyes that the guy i saw was you.. i look at your back it was so similar to a guy that i had know for 8 yrs, a guy that watched me grow all this years frm a slim girl to a fat girl, frm a school girl to working adult... a guy that dote on mi alot... a guy that always share his happiness time and saddest time with me. I don't have the courage to called you and i hope was not you... But when i pat on your shoulder i hope the person tat turn around is not u i really hope is not you....But...Why is it you? I really got a shock of my life it a terrible horrible shock..the guy is you really is you.. My tear gonna dropped but i swallow it back.. Tis the most shocking thing i meet in my 21 yrs of life.

What happen to you? When i saw you on ur birthday u are still alright still like the brother i know... Still the happy-go-lucky, K.L guy, the guy tat alway "SUAN" me.. But why u become like this? Just a short period of time u become like this? I asked u alot of questions but u never answer me anyone of it and u just walked off like this leaving mi behind which u never never did it like this before..You had never treated me like this before... You told me before where the whole world of people ignore me you will not BUT...

Those words u told me on your birthday is it related to this... If it is i shall realise it long ago.. Haizz... You make me promise you that no matter what happen i must alway be strong and take care of myself... You make me promise you don't give up things easily always perserverance... You make me promise u thousand and one things but you...

I not gonna give up on you.. Let me tell you if all ur friends gonna look down on you and ignore you I will not.. U are forever my Brother...Brother..Brother.. I not goona let u become my "sister".. I will not let it happen.. If u are really playing coz u wanan have fun PLease...please....please stop it now.. Turn back now is still early.. I dun wanna see you like this... I willing to do anything for you as long as u turn back... I promise..




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♥ Sunday, September 18, 2005♥


april........Sept


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TiS wAt wE gEt FoR hEr...


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sHE aNd Her pReSenTs..


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JiE hAn....CinDy....HaN cHanG


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MaKe a WisH...mAkE a WisH..


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BiRtHdaY GiRl aNd tHe cAkE


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CinDy 21tH bIrThdaY


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♥ Friday, September 16, 2005♥

Today after work i went and attended my 1st ITE reuion dinner at ITE Simei east collage with vanessa and si wan.. Reach there about 7pm ba.. Register and put on my name tag... the year i register with ite bishan nursing was Jan 2001..Woh..so many year liao... i graduated in Dec 2002..Nw is 2005 so i had been a nurse for almost 3 yrs liao.. Time passed really fast..

I saw Mdm Ler...Miss Chow...Miss chong... Peggy Gan ( My 1st yr NUH attachment sister ) but now she joined ITe for teaching... I also saw Mr Tay my yr 1 Form lecturer...Mdm Low...Mdm Tan...Miss tan...Mdm Heng... All the lecturer tat had taught me before.. Too bad Mdm Tee and Miss weng had left liao.. Miss Weng my yr 2 attachment teacher she is really very patience with us especially me... I eveytime give her headache but she still dote on me alot... She was an i.c.u trained nurse so she taught us alot of things..I really miss her.. Heard that she is not in a very good health now that why she left and went back to malaysia but for the time being heard tat she wanna travel around.. Miss you Miss Weng.. As for Mdm Tee heard that she wanna teach in Ngee Ann poly.. Wish her all the best..

They had quite alot of programme for us..I can say is nice programmes lah... Then i saw my batch girls and guys even those not alot but we still manage to catch up..I also saw some of my senior there.. Took alot of photos with friends and teachers i will put up when its really.. The last programme was a song when we sang togethet "heal the world" nice song ah...

Visited the nursing lap they have now...WOH...So nice and cosy...SO jealous haizz... Now aday nursing student very "hao ming" ah.. beautiful lap...beautiful classroom all air-cons.. Now like us last time in Bishan hot classroom...small lap...but i really enjoy the time in Bishan with my classmates and teachers... nw ite every year had to produce 900 nurses..that alot compare to my batch few yrs back when they only produce 300 nursing students a yrs..

Time flies fast... Cannot imagine i have graudanted for 3 yrs liao.. and i have passed my exam and become a professional nurse... thinking back the time in school i was really very very playful until most of the teachers all know mi..Ha..Ha.. Grow up liao.. There will be another path waiting for me to take.. Ok lah wanna go zzz night night..


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♥ Wednesday, September 14, 2005♥

Tired...tired...really tired... So tired ... Work and work... dun really have a proper rest.. Need to rush for JCI audit.. do call... stay back...do my own staff...Haizz really tired.... Maybe is time i shall take a break liao..Maybe is time to go on holiday mood liao... If not will be really busy for the coming months and i might can't get leave.. Today acc danny to travel agency help his mon collect air ticket ..Saw the aust, new zealand, Hong kong free and easy package xin yang yang ha..ha.. but got to make sure i can get the leave first... He say is time i take a break coz i took tired..ha..ha..I told him unless he sponsor..He say half loi if i wan then ask me to jio him if i decided to go for holiday..ha..ha..

Hope i can get at least a 1 week leave slot between Oct to Nov, i intend to take 2 weeks but dunno can anot..So tired..So sick... next week got to go jean place get the photos from her... Got to get it before the busy conference start and i got to type long report for every conference i attand and the worse is got to hand up before i go on leave.. Damn busy...Haizz....Damn sianzz... Have to start sitting infront of the computer for hours again.. Not enough sleep again...Haizz..

Busy schedule again... Hm....Wanna go on leave....really look forward for the long leave.... Recently really tired ah..haizz... Yi Yan nan jing ah... dunno how to say.. Hm.. Friday gt dinner... tomorrow on stand-by... Sat... Sun...Haizz..dun say liao... tired loi...gd night...


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♥ Monday, September 12, 2005♥


mI aND hIpO...


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Fat FAt De Wo..


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SNEC OT sTaff


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Mi aNd Ah mEi DoggY


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Mi...WoH ha..Ha,..


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mi aNd lIng lIng


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ChRiStEl aNd Mi..


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prEtTy 4.. tOoK tIs aT dAphNe rOoM..


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ChUn Mei dOggY..


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My 'ClaSsIc" PiCtUrE..


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♥ Friday, September 09, 2005♥

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.


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This few days feeling abit confuse and sad... Really dun't know why thing had to be turn out this way.. Sometime life is really unpredictable, few months ago still friend, nw is like a stranger dun't know what will happen next..

After thinking i think that is better i stay away from him.. I had been taking illustrative to sms him Good night msg and hope that eveything is back to normal but there is no reply msg from him.. Last few days my friend can't reach him so i helped my friend to called him.. I pick up my courage to call him even those i know 99% he will not answer my call.. In the end he called back my friend and nv reply my call or even send mi a msg.. My friend did ask him does he feel uncomfortable n shy when we went out that time he say No.. My friend told him if he call us out the "US" include mi,he say all along is not a problem.

When my friend told mi this i feel that he really feel uncomfortable when i was out with them..If he dun feel uncomfortable then why tat day so quiet, why nv return my call? So i decided in order not to make he feel uncomfortable i told my friend to count me out when they all went out with him.. I feel that i have been making the 1st move liao and i really feel beri thick skin loi.. He was the one who feel that i like him but all along i nv admit and he also nv confront mi n ask mi..Hw can he be so sure that i like him? Kaozz.. IS so unfair to me!! I dun wanna let him feel that i so thick skin.. He a guy he shall make the 1st move why must he b Pai sei? I'm the 1 shall be loi..

Suddenly feel that i had lost a friend...Used to be my friend..Now NO LONGER liao.. Nobody will understand hw i feel... NOBODY bother to come and talked to mi abt this even my good friends also never really had a proper talked abt this matter with me.. I had to be the one to ask her wat ur command? WHY...WHY....WHY???????????????? My good friend say dunnno weather i will b angry anot if they went out with him i say is alright...i'll not be angry.. Any way i'm there or not there with them also no different.. I'm beri sure and gt a beri strong feeling tat he dun wanna be friend with mi anymore but he pai sie coz of my friends..So he no choice..


My good friends dun even give me a call to talk to me and tell me what they think..They just simply listen to what i say..no command frm any of them..They just ask me Y..When i tell them the reason they just say ok and nv really give mi any feedback or tell mi anything.. HAizz
Sianzz.. NoBody will understand how i feel..NObody care... No Body tell him hw i feel.. Nobody tell him i on diet but i still got eat.. Nobody told him i'm back to myself.. So he dunno...Never mind is alright..


Maybe i shall keep a distant and be low-profile..Jus pretend i DIE liao.. Need to b alone.. until everything is normal.. SORRY!!


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♥ Wednesday, September 07, 2005♥


~*~*~ FriEndS 4EvEr~*~*~


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SiStEr 4EvEr!!


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♥ Saturday, September 03, 2005♥


pretty??


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4 of Usss


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