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another flower planted by the owner there

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flower..flower..beri nice hor

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♥ Saturday, October 29, 2005♥

Called him on the phone just now.. dun wanan call him but any way i just did it lah... His voic esound that he was sleeping so i asked him go and sleep.. He say can't we just talk a bit longer.. I say ok loi.. He told he missed me..today the whole day what ever he did or went he will just think of me.. my reaction was "issit"?...

I asked him what he think about? he say the time we went out together,eat togather, my smile,my funny faces,funny action and the way i joke with him... He say i treat him "Zui Hao".. My reaction wan again "issit"?.. He say he will changed to a guy that i like.. my reaction again was "issit"?.. I know what type of person he is and i dun hope for anything much... just wait and see...

He asked me why now aday seldom sms him, then talked on the phone for 5 mins i wanna put down.. I told him coz u say dun need to be so close..dun need everytime sms... dun need everytime meet so tis is wat i'm doing now.. I hinted him.. "If 1 day i start calling u lesser and lesser the time we talk also getting lesser and lesser, sms also getting lesser and lesser then u must start to get worry" He say "if 1 day...if 1 day i strive 4D liao" Haizz...Hopeless.. He say tat i say couple must be close..must chatted on the phone everyday so tis is wat he was doing... In my mind i was thinking he is just no different from a robot... need people to say then he will do..Haizz..

I told him dun be so calculative... be mroe gentlemen...dun alway say no $$...no $$... people listen liao beri "Fanzz" .. A guy cannot alway say no $$..No $$..somemore working for 2 yrs plus liao..24 yrs old liao..still like this.. listen liao beri irrigating.. He say wanna spend $$ on me i told him dun need asked him to saved it up.. Those $$ he use to buy 4D he can saved it up loi..HE say "Ya he will".. as i say listen can liao dun hope for much..

What Alf told me that night i really think tru.. Is he the guy i really like and really wanna be with? He asked me stop lieing to myself... I say i shall give him a chance but after meeting him tat day i realise i really can't stand him anymore..Haizz..i really feel beri irrigating.. i think i shall have an answer by tomorrow morning...

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i was on call today, the list today was actually quite good but who know one of the Doc added 2 cases at 5.30pm and we know that his 5.30pm was not an "offical time", instead his offical time was alway 6.30pm which was 1 hr later.. Guess what.. he really come at 6.30pm leh..Haizz..any way we used to it liao lah.. Coz he always got alot of patients for him to see at the clinic.. In the end my call finished at 8.20pm..

Jie Han called me on my Hp just now i turn my Hp to slient coz i was working so i nv answer his called...When i reach home i saw steam-boat on the dining table..WOH.. i was so hungry coz i ate my lunch at abt 11.30am.. I start taking out the foods from the fridge..Got Salmon..Meat ball..chicken breast..prawn...veg... At the same time i also called J.H back.. He asked me am i still angry with J.J? I told him all along i not angry with J.J but i was very very angry with W.L.. He say coz the way i wrote in my blog was obvious that i was angry with her.. Actually i'm not loi.. Haizz..wat ever lah.. I told J.H once i'm not angry wif W.L any more i will called her out.. Heard that W.L was T.L with me long time ago liao.. I told J.H tat its been a very very long time i nv talked to W.L on the phone liao normally either she or me will just called each other when neessary other then tat very very seldom we chatted on phone. Infact the person i chatted most was J.J.. I told W.L abt my things when we went out together or happen to chatted on certain things the i will just mention to her or told her.

W.L----> Wat i wanna tell u is all along since the day i know you i had nv nv nv nv nv wanan compare myself with you.. I can swear to My "Guan Yin Ma" tat i really nv nv nv nv nv wanan compare myself to you.. I dunno wat i did make u T.L with me... but all i know was that u the one who told me got anything must say out..If i dun say u say i got anything nv tell you, i share liao u T.L. What shall i do? If i know wat i say or did make u T.L then i will choose not to tell u,then we will not become like this now...I share with you everything that i know.. If what i told you make u T.L with me then u shall told mi straight on my face.. If all along my action or what i say or did make u think that i'm comparing myself to you then i think u are wrong... Let make this clear 1 last time i NV NV NV NV compare myself with u at all... You shall know i not those unreasonable type.. if u told mi wat u are unhappy abt me i will go think about it and will explain to you maybe the most is abit of quarrel and that it...at least better then now...

Alf msg mi the previos night say that he was sorry that he spoilt the sistership.. He say he had never beg anyone in his life before and he beg us guy dun let the sisitership being spoilt by an outsider and someone that we had just know.. Is true W.L and J.J only know alf not for a long time..But me? i had know him for almost 2 yrs..haizz..

i really regreted intro u(alf) to my friends..i really regreted... Why must there be so many problems when i there is new friends? This not the 1st time i expiring this.. I had learn my lesson..Next time i will not share my friends with other.. u guys can say i'm self fish or wat ever i dun bother any more.. At 1st i thought the more the merrier but nw is the more the problems..

So tired.. Gonna packed my things for my trip tomorrow... goona wake up early... dun wanna think so much liao.. headache ah...

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♥ Thursday, October 27, 2005♥

Woke up from my dreamland by a phone from J.J... "Shan Big trouble... A.F gonna clarify thing with W.L frm the things she had say.coz A.F dun believe W.L will say such thing" .. Oh no.. A.F gonna get J into big troubles coz he was surpport to keep quiet and don't say it out but he gonna asked W.L about it... J.J was very angry with A.F..

I called A.F asked him wat did W.L told him..wat W.L wanna say such thing.. A.F nv answer answer my question and start scolding me navie!! i'm navie.. i know wat type of guy i'm with and yet i still wanna be with him... I was so shock how come he know all the complaint about my guy.. I thought only J.J and W.L know.. How come A.F also know? Who revealed out my secret.. My 1st thought was W.L..i was really shocked..I cry...

Why am i in the picture again? I'm not the main actress leh.. I was just an audiance..a viewer that was just gonna help E and now i was being pulled into the picture and was being scoled plus secret tat i had shared being revealed.. What the thing W.L had caused herself into Deep Shit had to do with my secret? Is really 2 different things.. Why am i always in the picture when its had nothing to do with me?

Maybe what i say before her birthday is my fault but is just a small problem if W.L not happy she can come and confront me but dun need to say thing tat going to do with A.F feeling It had nothing to do with him and its had nothing to do with secret.. Maybe the way i show concern toward her was wrong..i used the wrong way.. Haizz why thing gonna turn out like this?

W.L---- i known u since primary school... Ever since i gt BF the way u talked to me was different the way u talked to mi evey words u say there is "thorn".. in the chalet u always assumes things and jump into conclusion and i dun admit and now u reverd out my secret.. When u say all this have u ever think am i ur sister? have u given mi respect and where my pride? U know A.F for how long yet u can told him my secret then W.L i asked u how long u had know me?.. Ghe chalet things i had forgotten about it.Thetime u make me very angry at P.S when we were buying J.J present i also dun take it to heart.. But now?

J.J----i know u are straight forward and u think that the person deserve to know something that he/she need to know.. But have u ever think sometime wat u say can caused big trouble and quarrel? I nv say u cannot be straight.. But sometime certain thing is better to keep in to urself rather then saying it out.. Jus like u and W.L quarrel over the chalet have i ever told W.L wat u told me over the phone? Even those i know u deserve to know or shall know wat W.L say but i choose to keep quiet coz i know once i say u all will quarrel.. u understand wat i trying to say?

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♥ Tuesday, October 25, 2005♥

Today woke up late.. Coz i thought i was doing 7am shift..Ha..Ha.. I rushed like hell quickly shower then took cab,in the end i got a hard time waiting for cab..Kaozz no cab at all..F**K!! If not hired by other people..Some taxi driver really no eyes to see wan loi....Very Tu Lan.. In the end when i reach work place i realise that actually Hazlin doing morning instead of me coz she asked me let her do monday morning but i forgotten..Haizz..

Just now went dinner with KFC..Mummy...Mei and Yeo.. The foods very nice and we order pepper crabs and steam prawns YUMMY!!.. Reach home around 8 ba..hm..wanna zzzz

Hm.. Dun wanna write liao..so so tired..Oh Ya..tomorrow pay day..and today i gt my pay increasement ha..ha..ha..consider happy day except...Hm dun wanna say...

Oh ya i told Partrick let go eat the "tian tian steamboat buffet" 1 day..coz nice so yummy i like the soup base beri much..Hm..ok lah dun always eat..eat..eat lah..tired liao wanna zzz..night..

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♥ Saturday, October 22, 2005♥

There a story that i heard from a friend... The story is about a guy and a girl in a relationship and 1 day the girl asked the guy some questions...

Gal : Do you think we are close?

Guy : Normal loi.. Like normal average couple.

Gal : Don't you think that couple shall be close with each other ma?

Guy : What for wanan be so close...If so close must well get married right?

After listening the girl feel sad and disapointed inside her and she decided that she will have to leave some distant with the guy...........After that the guy msg her and told her this...

Guy : We are just together for abt a mth hw closed you wan us to be? Relationship and feeling can be build over time.. is jus like study u have to climb from 1 level to another.

Gal : Ok

Guy : I dun wan us jus only know about Love..Coz we got alot of things waiting for us to do..

Gal : If we make an effort i'm sure the relationship will work out right?

Guy : Ya...

Gal : Can you tell me the true u really love me?

Guy : I love you.

If you are the girl do u think this guy is serious in this relationship and what he told you is true?

What will you do if you are the girl?

This my answer----->If i'm the girl i will give the guy and myself sometime and also a chance.. I agree that 1 mth is a short period of time so dun expect to be close.. i will obeserve for a period of time and within this period of time i will not put in much feeling and effort in this relationship coz scare later get hurt, but i will still do my part as a galfriend. Time will show everything and u will know weather this guy is serious after sometime. So by the time u shall know the answer.. And also at the same time i will also think tru is he the guy i wanna be with? Am i right to have this thinking?

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♥ Thursday, October 20, 2005♥

~**~ LooK..PrEttY~**~

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~**~ 3 PrIceNcEss~**~

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~**~gUeSs wHo B'DaY??~**~

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~**~Me..Yan faNg...ElaIne~**~

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♥ Tuesday, October 18, 2005♥

Happen to found the CD tat Ah ling passed to me last yr.. The left side pics i took it in Sentosa last yr.. as for the Right took it this yr..ha..ha..

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Today is Jean actual bithday but her Bf planned a candle-light dinner for her last mintues so she not meeting me, elaine and yan fang. So then 3 of us went to Bugis to eat Sake Sushi..actual planned to eat seoul garden but in the end long Q so we decided not to eat.. After dinner we took some photos..i will put up once elaine send it to me k..

I went to Holland V and meet David for a drink at coffee bean.. This guy haizz.. Make me angry..make me sad..make mi disapointed..NVM...

Just now chatted with Zhi Ming on the phone.. He asked me the same question that elaine had asked me just now. Do i treat "Him" as a sub of "He" and "His"? Why is everyone asking me the same question? i very fanzz.. He ask me if "He" and "His" who will i choose i say i will choose the "His" coz i will nv be with "He" again.. Then wat abt the "Him" i told him i also dunno.. I might be alone again if i gt no choice.. Zhi Ming told me to make up my mind wat i wan..If not i will feel miserable and will end up hurting someone. He say if i need time to be alone by all mean but must on the phone back and contact him.. He know my pattern..Ha..Ha..

Z.M asked me if a fairy appear infront of me and can grant me a BIG wish wat i wan? He say i will sure ask the fairy to make me slim and pretty..ha..ha.. i told him if there is a 2nd wish i will ask for slimming lah,,,But if there is only 1 wish i will not ask for slimming but other things which is much more important then slimming.. He asked me what thing? i told him secret Sh...sh...cannot say..He say i dun need to say he also know..Ha.ha..in the end he got the wrong answer.. Ha..ha.. I told him dun act as if he can read my mind ha..ha,, he asked me go and died..

He say if the fairy grant him 1 big wish he will used the 1 big wish to asked for 10 more wishs then use the 10 more wishs to asked for 100 wishs.. I asked him go n died coz so greedy..Ha..ha..I told him if i'm the fairy i will turn him into a toilet bowl..eveyday let me shit on him ha..ha,,He say fairy all slim wan he nv see "Pui" and "Choy Loi" fairy before coz fairy can fly if "Pui" wan cannot fly I asked him go and died... He asked me go n died also.. Say i "mei liang xin" he treat me so gd i treat him as a toilet bowl somemore still wanna shit on him ha..ha..

He say i cannot be a witch, a fairy or an angle coz all this need to fly i sure cannot fly coz too "pui"... He say a witch need to sit on the broom and fly i so heavy the broom sure cannot fly... he say a fairy is sweet,gentle and slim but me opposite 100% cannot be as for angle gt wings and can fly but i too heavy until give me wings also no use..KAN NA SAI leh.. He told me to be back to my orginal self better coz this is what i'm. Sometime this guy can really make u laugh and make you angry but he a caring guy lah.. he told me before i'm not ugly infact he say i quite pretty and gt a "sun shine" smile..Sometime dunno wat he say is true or bluff haizz..ha.ha..

Hm..tired liao..wanna zzz...night..night...

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♥ Monday, October 17, 2005♥

Saturday 15 Oct 2005 was elaine 21th birthday. She celebrated together with Jean at aranda country club...Both of them share the same cake.. Cake was from alfred.. Swensen's ice-cream cake wor with chocolate peanut butter cup and cookies and cream favour.. But too bad both of the favour were not Jean favourite coz she like strawberry.. Alfred bought the wrong favour liao loi..But the cookies and cream was elaine favourite..

Sing songs.. 2 birthday gals so abit difficult so have to sing 2 times lah.. One time for elaine another time for Jean..Some of the relatives and friends blur blur how come 2 birthday gals.. Ha..Ha.. 1st time sing birthday song have to sing 2 times lolxx.. Any way both of them look pretty that night..

Can't get to sarbo them..quarrel because of the sarbo haizz.. any way forget it ba..i will always remember it.. ha..Ha.. I'm the Pig at the chalet coz i alway the one sleeping ha..ha..Have a bed of my own..lol...

Sunday went to have breakfast with Derick.. then we went play pool...Woh Kaozz he really good in pool loi.. very accurate loi.. Loose to him until throw face ah..ha..ha..

we gt BBQ in the evening but its was raining the whole day..so we decided to have an indoor BBQ at the balcony..ha..ha.. Wei Jian set up the fire..while me and han chang do the BBQ.. Derick he help to fan the fire..top up the chorcoal..and extingish the fire if the fire burn up ha..ha.. look like fire-man..ha..ha.. Wat the rest doing? Either play game.. if not sleep if not talking in the room..ha..ha..

As usual we sit on the floor and eat..chat..loi..tis time round more people ba..so i more quiet coz i shy..lol..at night i see derick down to take cab then i come up..read new paper and magazine..then stomach pain.. go zzz ha ha..zzz again Pig hor.. Mon check out..

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♥ Friday, October 07, 2005♥

AlExSia...mUmMy aNd mE..

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~*~*sMilE~*~*

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KaO fU..jIe jIe..AsHer n AshliEth

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hApPy FaMilY...

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CAKe CuTtInG..

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CuTE CuTE AnD cHuBBy De AsHLiETh

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WoH..BiG MoUTh!!

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Me WiF AsHLIeTH..

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Ah YI WiF aShEr..

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aShEr WiF AsHLIeTH..

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mAke a wiSH DaRLiNG..

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tIs pReEnt wAs FrM "KaO fU" aNd jIe jIe..

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hIs PrEsEnTSss

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AcT cUte lEh..

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AsHeR birtHdAy cAke..yUmMy!!

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