♥ Thursday, October 27, 2005♥
Woke up from my dreamland by a phone from J.J... "Shan Big trouble... A.F gonna clarify thing with W.L frm the things she had say.coz A.F dun believe W.L will say such thing" .. Oh no.. A.F gonna get J into big troubles coz he was surpport to keep quiet and don't say it out but he gonna asked W.L about it... J.J was very angry with A.F..
I called A.F asked him wat did W.L told him..wat W.L wanna say such thing.. A.F nv answer answer my question and start scolding me navie!! i'm navie.. i know wat type of guy i'm with and yet i still wanna be with him... I was so shock how come he know all the complaint about my guy.. I thought only J.J and W.L know.. How come A.F also know? Who revealed out my secret.. My 1st thought was W.L..i was really shocked..I cry...
Why am i in the picture again? I'm not the main actress leh.. I was just an audiance..a viewer that was just gonna help E and now i was being pulled into the picture and was being scoled plus secret tat i had shared being revealed.. What the thing W.L had caused herself into Deep Shit had to do with my secret? Is really 2 different things.. Why am i always in the picture when its had nothing to do with me?
Maybe what i say before her birthday is my fault but is just a small problem if W.L not happy she can come and confront me but dun need to say thing tat going to do with A.F feeling It had nothing to do with him and its had nothing to do with secret.. Maybe the way i show concern toward her was wrong..i used the wrong way.. Haizz why thing gonna turn out like this?
W.L---- i known u since primary school... Ever since i gt BF the way u talked to me was different the way u talked to mi evey words u say there is "thorn".. in the chalet u always assumes things and jump into conclusion and i dun admit and now u reverd out my secret.. When u say all this have u ever think am i ur sister? have u given mi respect and where my pride? U know A.F for how long yet u can told him my secret then W.L i asked u how long u had know me?.. Ghe chalet things i had forgotten about it.Thetime u make me very angry at P.S when we were buying J.J present i also dun take it to heart.. But now?
J.J----i know u are straight forward and u think that the person deserve to know something that he/she need to know.. But have u ever think sometime wat u say can caused big trouble and quarrel? I nv say u cannot be straight.. But sometime certain thing is better to keep in to urself rather then saying it out.. Jus like u and W.L quarrel over the chalet have i ever told W.L wat u told me over the phone? Even those i know u deserve to know or shall know wat W.L say but i choose to keep quiet coz i know once i say u all will quarrel.. u understand wat i trying to say?
PrInCeSs ShaN
