♥ Saturday, October 29, 2005♥
i was on call today, the list today was actually quite good but who know one of the Doc added 2 cases at 5.30pm and we know that his 5.30pm was not an "offical time", instead his offical time was alway 6.30pm which was 1 hr later.. Guess what.. he really come at 6.30pm leh..Haizz..any way we used to it liao lah.. Coz he always got alot of patients for him to see at the clinic.. In the end my call finished at 8.20pm..
Jie Han called me on my Hp just now i turn my Hp to slient coz i was working so i nv answer his called...When i reach home i saw steam-boat on the dining table..WOH.. i was so hungry coz i ate my lunch at abt 11.30am.. I start taking out the foods from the fridge..Got Salmon..Meat ball..chicken breast..prawn...veg... At the same time i also called J.H back.. He asked me am i still angry with J.J? I told him all along i not angry with J.J but i was very very angry with W.L.. He say coz the way i wrote in my blog was obvious that i was angry with her.. Actually i'm not loi.. Haizz..wat ever lah.. I told J.H once i'm not angry wif W.L any more i will called her out.. Heard that W.L was T.L with me long time ago liao.. I told J.H tat its been a very very long time i nv talked to W.L on the phone liao normally either she or me will just called each other when neessary other then tat very very seldom we chatted on phone. Infact the person i chatted most was J.J.. I told W.L abt my things when we went out together or happen to chatted on certain things the i will just mention to her or told her.
W.L----> Wat i wanna tell u is all along since the day i know you i had nv nv nv nv nv wanan compare myself with you.. I can swear to My "Guan Yin Ma" tat i really nv nv nv nv nv wanan compare myself to you.. I dunno wat i did make u T.L with me... but all i know was that u the one who told me got anything must say out..If i dun say u say i got anything nv tell you, i share liao u T.L. What shall i do? If i know wat i say or did make u T.L then i will choose not to tell u,then we will not become like this now...I share with you everything that i know.. If what i told you make u T.L with me then u shall told mi straight on my face.. If all along my action or what i say or did make u think that i'm comparing myself to you then i think u are wrong... Let make this clear 1 last time i NV NV NV NV compare myself with u at all... You shall know i not those unreasonable type.. if u told mi wat u are unhappy abt me i will go think about it and will explain to you maybe the most is abit of quarrel and that it...at least better then now...
Alf msg mi the previos night say that he was sorry that he spoilt the sistership.. He say he had never beg anyone in his life before and he beg us guy dun let the sisitership being spoilt by an outsider and someone that we had just know.. Is true W.L and J.J only know alf not for a long time..But me? i had know him for almost 2 yrs..haizz..
i really regreted intro u(alf) to my friends..i really regreted... Why must there be so many problems when i there is new friends? This not the 1st time i expiring this.. I had learn my lesson..Next time i will not share my friends with other.. u guys can say i'm self fish or wat ever i dun bother any more.. At 1st i thought the more the merrier but nw is the more the problems..
So tired.. Gonna packed my things for my trip tomorrow... goona wake up early... dun wanna think so much liao.. headache ah...
PrInCeSs ShaN
