♥ Saturday, October 29, 2005♥
Called him on the phone just now.. dun wanan call him but any way i just did it lah... His voic esound that he was sleeping so i asked him go and sleep.. He say can't we just talk a bit longer.. I say ok loi.. He told he missed me..today the whole day what ever he did or went he will just think of me.. my reaction was "issit"?...
I asked him what he think about? he say the time we went out together,eat togather, my smile,my funny faces,funny action and the way i joke with him... He say i treat him "Zui Hao".. My reaction wan again "issit"?.. He say he will changed to a guy that i like.. my reaction again was "issit"?.. I know what type of person he is and i dun hope for anything much... just wait and see...
He asked me why now aday seldom sms him, then talked on the phone for 5 mins i wanna put down.. I told him coz u say dun need to be so close..dun need everytime sms... dun need everytime meet so tis is wat i'm doing now.. I hinted him.. "If 1 day i start calling u lesser and lesser the time we talk also getting lesser and lesser, sms also getting lesser and lesser then u must start to get worry" He say "if 1 day...if 1 day i strive 4D liao" Haizz...Hopeless.. He say tat i say couple must be close..must chatted on the phone everyday so tis is wat he was doing... In my mind i was thinking he is just no different from a robot... need people to say then he will do..Haizz..
I told him dun be so calculative... be mroe gentlemen...dun alway say no $$...no $$... people listen liao beri "Fanzz" .. A guy cannot alway say no $$..No $$..somemore working for 2 yrs plus liao..24 yrs old liao..still like this.. listen liao beri irrigating.. He say wanna spend $$ on me i told him dun need asked him to saved it up.. Those $$ he use to buy 4D he can saved it up loi..HE say "Ya he will".. as i say listen can liao dun hope for much..
What Alf told me that night i really think tru.. Is he the guy i really like and really wanna be with? He asked me stop lieing to myself... I say i shall give him a chance but after meeting him tat day i realise i really can't stand him anymore..Haizz..i really feel beri irrigating.. i think i shall have an answer by tomorrow morning...
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