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♥ Wednesday, November 30, 2005♥

went to mummy place after work for dinner.. as well lend her my camera and teach her how to use.. she cook dark soya chicken and xi yang cai soup which is all my favourte.. after that i took taxi home.. Ashlieth really beri cute.. felt like squezzing her..ha..ha.. asher now beri good in talking, talk like an adult.

That day jie han asked mi wat happen between me and jean? i asked him to go and asked jean or elaine coz i dun wanan say the wrong things.. haizz.. Elaine also asked me wat yan fang msg me? i told her i forgot liao.. any way wat yan fang msg me i also dun get wat she mean? wat all her fault? siao!! any way not i think she wanan snatch elaine, jean also think so.. nvm lah.. cow head dun match horse mouth..lol.. elaine also asked wat happen to m blog? i told her coz too many pple read my blog so i change the address and i wanan make it as a person diary so i nv gif anyone.. she say i bo liao y dun wanna write in my own diary..i told her coz i dun wanan keep diary liao..

i change the cursor of this diary liao..ha..ha.. is a monkey sitting n swing..so cute..love it so much..lol.. see i so smart.. at least now hw to do a little bit of HTML liao..

this week same theater with huey peng, ling ling and christel.. at least gt 4 missy not so stress ah..ha..ha.. ok lah..beri tired wanna go Zzz liao.. good night..


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♥ Sunday, November 27, 2005♥

today gt infection control talk.. i won myself a $20 robinson vorcher coz i participate in a quiz and i gt most of the answer correct..ha..ha..

Went shopping with silin and christel... we went to wistma..taka then last HMV... bought a lash curler and, brush for my brusher..nail polish and earring..ha..ha.. long time no shop liao.. went and cut my hair yesterday.. cut my fringe and trim the end of the hair.. nw hair look shorter and neater loi..ha..ha..

After HMV i meet peifen at hmv to go to ah beng place.. in the end ah beng place full house..so we went to Mr bean to sit down n i also share my problems with her until my tear drop..haizz.. she say i too emotional.. she say i not at fault..maybe no one is at fault ba.. coz i'm those straight forward gal jus talked watever is on my mind.. any way she already councilled mi and i realise alot of thing..i shall have grow up.. dun be so childish liao.. give time to other to cool down.. i think this time will not be the same anymore liao..

wat christel say is true.. real friend will not b'coz of this then be angry..maybe angry only few days ba.. She also say i shall not be angry with elaine that time coz of alfred thing.. coz i say i trreat her as a sister i cannot be angry also..hm... i really think tat i m childish lah.. i shall grow up liao..be the normal me but with the mature thinking.. i really believe Kama really exsist loi..hm.. i thin everyone will have karma..


yesterday is Da Ge belated birthday celebration.. we went to causeway point soup restraunt and eat.. the "san shui" chicken beri nice loi.. we order 1 big 1 and 1 small 1..really taste nice... the soup was also nice..yummy.. then we gt birthday cake for him.. i bought bread talk birthday cake for him.. the birthday cake is called "oppostie attract".. 1 side chocolate 1 side mango.. the chocolate taste nice but not the mango.. On th way to causeway point i saw "ex da-sou" sharon on the train.. she say i slim down..ha..ha.. so happy to hear that..lol...



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♥ Saturday, November 26, 2005♥

Guess this the only place i can vent ny anger at.. I dun wanna offend anyone so i decided to change this blog address.. So i can write anything i want here and not to be afraid i offend anyone especially those regular that read my blog.. Now dun have good friends and close friends i this the only place i can say everything out frm the bottom of my heart..

quarrel with jean coz of yan fang things... I really did't mean to go told yan fang straight that dun be afraid that i will snatch away elaine frm her.. and i also told her off abt the sms thing she msg elaine.. when i told jean about it she asked why must i do this and she regret telling me.. she say wat had been say can't be unsay.. she say she dun like yan fang but when i told her straight she not happy.. why ah? i thought she t.l her?
and she also nv tell me cannto say..she told mi so many things i nv say it out..only this i say out coz i think there is no reason y i can't say.. maybe this is meant to be a secret i big mouth lah.. or she trying to make mi say so that pple will think tat she a nice gal tell mi all the think then in the end i sarbo her so pple will help her..or she a 2 head snake as wat pei fen say? I really dunno.. dun assume... claudia dun assume...dun assume.. this all might be wrong...

What pei fen told mi is quite true..why jean dun wanan go straight and yan fang abt all this? she asked mi have i ever think of this? After this i realise ya hor why she nv go tell yan fang straight but tell mi leh? i think jean did told elaine about it but elaine jus say jean nv asnwer her phone all this.. maybe elaine know wat happen but she dun wanna say.. any way dunno dun assume loi.. dun ever assume..

i feel so much comfortable now talking here.. they went out togather but noone told mi about it.. nvm..i can have my own life..do my own thing.. start a new life again..


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♥ Thursday, November 24, 2005♥

Tuesday was my company Dinner and dance.. I worn all black like a witch.. Ha..ha.. We ate western food and i order steak, coz birdy say the steak is nice when she went for food test that day so she advise us to order steak.. In the end the steak not nice..so hard outside..so raw inside..yazzz... i drank quite alot.. red wine...white wine...Henessy...ha..Ha.. drowsy...high..lolzzz

That day went for Ct... Eveything wil be out by next week.. Planning wat to do for next yr...Hm.. Incase anything crop up last min i think i better start planning on those things that i wanna do and do it before chinese new yr.. after chinese new yr then will concerate on other thing..

I got a feeling things getting worse especially the past few months.. abit frighten but gonna face the music.. woh ha..ha.. woh ha..ha.. dunno lah.. maybe i think too much..is common lah..but.......hm....okok think too much...dun any hw think....ha..ha....

friends say i beri "kao pei"... ha..ha.. everytime complaint and grumble ha..ha.. Hey guys.. nw i "kao pei kao bu", complaint and grumble is normal k, if 1 day i dun"kao pei kao bu", complaint and grumble then u all must start to get worried ah.. this mean i "bo chap" and dun wanna command liao ah..ha...ha.. so better treasure the "kao pei kao bu", complaint and grumpy claudia ah.. before too late ah..ha..ha..

Stupild li xin say i dun look like a gal..dun behave like 1 also..haizz. to him i always a noisy gal.. always beri noisy the mouth nv stop wan ha..ha.. say the skirt i wear dun look like skirt.. my long hair dun look like hair kaozz... tell mi ducking will nv become swarn..hm.. then say i not ducking i pig..kaozz... lucky my "ah ma" nv fall for u ah..if not "Bu Xin Zhong De da xin ah"... Lucky my "ah ma" gt "yan guang"...ha..ha...


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♥ Wednesday, November 23, 2005♥


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♥ Sunday, November 20, 2005♥

yesterday went to Oasis the "no sign board" restraunt to have sea foods dinner..sponsor by jie fu.. Yummy...thank ah jie fu.. Linda was there joining us also.. we have prawn , pepper crab and curry crab. Woh..the crab were big loi.. i find the curry crab was not as nice as the pepper crab.. the pepper crab really taste nice.. Yummy.. Linda say i loose weight now is "mei Nu" lol.. she went and cut her hair and she wear spect kaozz look like " Si wen bai lei" loi.. Lolxx..dun look like her ha..ha.. Any way Linda was my sister good friend. we discuss about the X'mas eve party and i will sponsor the sushi and sashimi.. Sis will also be celebrating her birthday with Linda on feb next yr i will sponsor the cake, sis say she wan angie the choice the bikini cake. both of them goona turn 30 liao loi but yet still as if celebrating 21th birthday ha..ha.. Bei tahan..

Went for eye screening today at clementi there.. Not very busy leh... this the 1st eye screeing i went there is not really busy loi.. I assist Dr Marcus Lim, he asked me who am i.. kaozz... he say cannot recongise me coz never wear the OT gown,cap and mask.. any way is quite fun lah.. then got buffet lunch for us the foods were nice.. frm stamford catering... hm.. this few days eat n eat gonna put on weight... have to start diet tomorrow liao...



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How man hide their pain..................

1. Men may use anger as a way of avoiding the painful feelings of sadness, hurt, sorrow, guilt and fear.

2. Men may use indifference and discouragement as a way of avoiding the painful feeling of anger.

3. Men may use feeling offended as a way of avoiding feeling hurt.

4. Men may use anger and righteousness as a way to avoid feeling afraid or uncertain.

5. Men May feel ashamed to avoid anger and grieving.

6. Men may use peace and calm as a way to avoid anger, fear, disappointment, discouragement and shame.

7. Men may use confidence to avoid feeling inadequate.

8. Men may use aggression to avoid feeling afraid.

How women hide their pain....................

1. Women may use concern and worry as a way of avoiding the painful feelings of anger, guilt, fear and disappointment.

2. Women may fall into confusion as a way of avoiding anger, irritation and frustration.

3. Women may use feeling bad as a way of avoiding embarrassment, anger, sadness and regret.

4. Women may use fear and uncertainty as a way of avoiding anger, hurt and sadness.

5. Women may use grieving to avoid feeling angry and afraid.

6. Women may use hope as a way to avoid anger, sadness, grief and sorrow.

7. Women may use happiness andgratitude to avoid feeling sadness and disappointment.

8. Women may use love and forgivness as a way to avoid feeling hurt and angry.



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♥ Saturday, November 19, 2005♥

What a person have is all been fated before you were born.. Hw much you earn... How much u spend..hw you look like... how many friends you have...how your family treat you... wat the troubles and problems you will have... wat the happy thing will happen to you is all fated liao... So dun need to bother so much...just let it be..

Today went for medical check up... Have lunch with patrick at lau pa sar... Talked about friends lah..work lah... handphone lah... women lah....man lah... food lah...buffet lah...rubbish lah..ha..ha..he uncle lah..lolzzz..jus kidding hor...

Chat wif p.f at the cafe for 6 hrs... chat about the guys i wan... wat type of person i'm.. SHe very cute she wrote down everything i say on her notebook and then finalise it... After reading her finalise i find that it is quite true loi..my character...the way i talk.. she say i always gt alot of thinking and will just say wat i'm thinking thus sometime will hurt another party.. Then i told her if not u wan mi go 1 round shoot people meh.. Actually wat she say is not really wrong lah maybe sometime i really straight loh that why will hurt another party...

I think next time i shall be more careful when i talked cannot be so straight ...
Is good to change... is good to reflex on urself sometime so that u can be a better person.. is good to start new life... Hm.. later b4 i zzz i better do some reflextion... ok lah wanna go zzz liao..night..night....


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♥ Friday, November 18, 2005♥

very tired....wanna sleep..not enough rest.... wanna sleep....wanna meet zhong gong....tired....tired....tired.....zzzz....zzzz....zzzz.....zzzz.....zzzz

Human being are so funny.... there is someone good there for us we dun wanna accept, but wanna wait for someone or wants someone that we can't have.... Dunno why so funny.... If not there are someone there that treasure us but we dun treasure them until we loose them... Aiyo why like this?

Have been discussing about this with P.f and she also agree... So gal grab that guy that treasure you and treat you well before its too late ah... u might not be able to find another wan that treat you that well ah....

Tired wanna Zzzz lIao... Night night......





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♥ Thursday, November 17, 2005♥

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♥ Saturday, November 12, 2005♥

So tired... reach home at 10.35... Today i was on called.. my called finished at 9.45pm.. change and call for cab.. "Kan Na Sai" call cab also no cab in the end manage to called 1 but i let Ah sun have the cab.. I waited for abt 10 mins then they manage to get 1 cab for me and i waited for 10 mins also.. So tired liao tomorrow still need to wake up early then no cab.."chee by" loi.. Got money also no use ah..ha..ha..

My work today make me realise how lucky i'm to be born normal and healthy.. today i gt a corneal melt case. Patient corneal melted come and do a patch graft, they took the membrance for her mouth and patch on to her eyes.. When i see that i feel so painful leh.. not only the eye will be painful after the operation but the mouth too.. Her mouth bleed and bleed none stop. When i suction her my tubing was filled with blood is really bright red.. Dr Ng was my ananthetist he told me i shall be grateful that i was born normal and healthy and dun need to suffer such pain.. Actually what he say is true lah..

I shall be grateful that i'm born healthy with a healthy body, healthy look and a healthy skin at least i dun have skin disease.. So i better dun always grumble and compaint i ugly lah.. fat lah.. at least gt fat better then bone but i still prefer bone leh ha..ha..ha.. We must always feel statified with what we have.. ok lah wanna go zzz liao...tired..night...


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♥ Friday, November 11, 2005♥

Attended J.H bithday that day .. Went and ate at V8.. Ate the chicken cuttle and share the cripsy wings with J.H.. Yummy..yummy.. taste very nice leh.. ha..ha..ha.. Got a birthday cake for him frm swensen's is mangoes favour choosen by jean, the cake taste not bad, But i still prefer the cookies and cream favour wan ha..ha..

After the dinner we went and took neo-print..imagine 8 people squeezing into a neo-print machine.. After this incident i realise that there are really no "cheap and nice" things in this world coz even those each of us pay only $1 for the neo print but the effect come out is ugly loi.. i think this the ugiler neo print i taken this yr. But it glad that the 8 of us took neoprint togather coz very rare we did that. I look so dark like malay and also look so fat.. Maybe i put on weight ha..ha..

That day i received a sms frm derrick, he msg mi he will not forget the way i encourage him, the way i play, joke with him, my cheerfulness and my warm smile.. Woh kaozz.. gt a shocked when received this msg.. Dunno what to reply and so i did't reply him.. am i expecting too much? am i giving him enought time to change? But if he change i can see when i went out with him that time but there was no different.. just frm a soft-toy i can see that he really nv change..

Maybe i'm too much.. but i can't stand this loi.. He already failed my 2 criteria in a bf and there are gentlemen and responsibility loi.. Both he dun have.. He expect people to give him "hao chu" when he helped them.. Haizz..hw can a guy like this... He also is really "bo xin" when buying gift for people...haizz.. He also gt no intitaltive, he is the type that expect thing to happen and will not make thing happen.. only know how to say,grumble and complaint but never do.. 1 thing good abt him is that he can "ta han" my temper and nonesence loi.. any way too many bad points until i can't see his good points.. As a fren that time he was alright but after being with him i observe and realise it..


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♥ Thursday, November 10, 2005♥

I was sick but still have to go attend the C.P.R lesson no choice, send by my nurse manager and my c.p.r also expired in may this yr so i have to retake before the j.c.i audit come. the lesson start at 8.30am and end at 5.30 but i was the 1st one that go for the test so i finished early at 2.30pm..so tired coz had been pumping since morning ah.. We have to do 1 man c.p.r, 2 man c.p.r, infrant c.p.r, chocking unconscious and conscious for adult as well as chocking for infrant.

Kneel on the floor pump and pump.. 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5...blow...1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 10 blow.. 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 15 blow.. Have to pump and count, have to give 2 blow after every 15 counts no air no, no strength.. tomorrow the buttok sure pain wan ha..ha. any way i all 1st attepmt passed dun need to repeat so i went off early..ha..ha.. Shiok..

Hazlin birthday coming l.s.m passed me the money to asked me buy the present coz she went to vitnam for work i become the in-charge ah.. dunno what to buy so headache ah.. hm..ok lah go zzz liao..night...


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♥ Tuesday, November 08, 2005♥

Talked over the phone. jus nw. settle the things with her liao.. Told her wat she had to do with alf just go ahead.. I also msg alf what u gonna do with her also had nothing to do with me just go ahead.. weather she wanna accept you it had also nothing to do with me.. At least i make myself very clear incase anything happen next time i kanna point finger by other.. So better make it clear..

Does the rain and storm really over? On the phone i was quite shock, hurt and angry abt something they or 1 of them say to me.. Any way dun wanan talk so much also coz the more i talked the more quarrel or conflict there will be so i keep quiet.. any way she apoligise liao..

Just hope everything is fine..rain over..storm over.. sun come out..Night night


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♥ Sunday, November 06, 2005♥

Yesterday went to li hse... went there late..on the way he msg me and told me he wanna fall asleep liao..lolzz..i told him he better dun if not i gonna kill him.. reach there around 11 plus ba.. then talk rubbish with him.. talk cock..pluck white hair kaozz at 1st i thought dun have any white hair.. In the end the white hair all hiding inside.. He say lucky is inside if outside he say die liao wor..ha..ha..he lost some weight face shaper..Then i realise his wrist quite big bigger then mine ha..ha..he gt big bones lah.. He say he wanna sleep i disturb him dun let him sleep he bei ta han say i very irrigating...then watch tv...then he say asked mi go home myself the next day he say he will left the key for me asked me after leaving the house must remember throw the key in don't bring home..Ha..Ha.. i say i will bring the key back wif me then at night go back to his place n mess up the place ha..ha..watch tv until fall asleep.. next morning he drive me home coz he promise me so had to do it...

I took my afternoon nap..then went over to my sis place.. Played X-Box with asher..ha..ha.. so fun.. then after that he went swimming with my jie fu.. Have Macdonald for dinner.. only manage finished eating the macspicy double so full.. the fries asher and ashlieth settle for me coz is their favourite ha..ha..

Tomorrow will stay at home coz wanna rest.. so sianzz everytime go out.. wanan stay at home do some reading.. my CPR test coming this wed heaven even finished reading the notes..Haizz.. gt JCI things to do also..sianzz ah.. paper work..paper work again.. Hm.. wanna go zzz liao so tired..night night..


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♥ Saturday, November 05, 2005♥

Today reach home early coz i work 7-4.. any way come home serve net... chat in msn.. so sianzz... wanna zzz but cannot zzz dunno why..maybe got alot of thought in my mind recently feeling beri "Fanzz".. any way i just told myself don't think too much.. Chatted with jean in msn today.. chatted about alfred thing.. she say she really don't like alfred and she told mi tat next time anything alfred is involved she dun wanna get involved.. She say if it not alfred elaine and me will not quarrel and she say alfred is not a man of his words.. he promise he nv do it.. she also say what the right he had to scold me and wat the right for him to tell mi wat elaine had told him.. hm.. i don't know.. very fanzz..

P.f called me just now and told me she miss "Beng" badly lolzzz..she say he to be faithful like this.. she had been msg "Beng" loi.. She say "Beng" is 22 yrs old.. study IT at T.P... the cafe is run by family and is a family business.. she say if she not wrong the cook is the uncle..ha..ha.. She say "Beng" say if next time i break the glass again he will asked mi to pay..kaozz.. P.F told him don't worry they will not let me break again.. She say who sit opposite me who sway.. Kaozz i really so clumsy ma? haizz... so sad.... She say all my fault she wanna intro me then i say don't wan.. Ha..Ha.. later the guy thought i despreate ah wan bf.. she say "beng" is the shy type of guy especially to gal..ha..ha.. bei tah han.. P.F jIa you wor.. u sure can have him as ur bf.. he not a bad guy lah.. i dun wish to step into the cafe again no face ah..break pple glass then so noisy... The meet up on 15 Nov at the cafe i told P.f i need to consider ah..

Hm.. later going to "li" place... he asked me go.. i also very sianzz nothing to do.. i was invited to pluck white hair for him..ha..ha.. ok lah gtg go show liao..if not late liao.. bye bye..


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♥ Thursday, November 03, 2005♥

Went out with my friend to suntex today.. so many people as it public holiday.. sianzz.. walk here walk there... see here see there.. Saw a stall selling children hair clip very cute so i decided to buy 1 for ashlieth.. ha..ha.. After that walked passed Ebase saw 40% sales so went in and see.. Saw a green top.. like the green top.. try it can wear so i bought it..ha..ha..

After tat went to Lao Pa Sar for dinner order BBQ sting ray.. veg..satay..pig organ soup..chickens..hm yummy..yummy.. 2 person order so much..in the end we cannot finished lolxx...the bbq stingray very spicy ah..bei tahan.. After dinner home sweet home...

P.f told me that she gt the cafe boss brother MSN ha..ha.. She asked me wan anot? of coz no lah.. Now i finally know the guy name is call Ben.. ha..ha..coz p.f told mi.. this ben is her new target so cannot touch..lol... hm..think p.f really like him ah.. Jia You wor..need my help? i dun think i can lah coz i dunno him..nv even talked to him before..lol... if i know him sure help u k..ha..ha..

Wanna zzz liao..night night...




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Today nv go work coz i'm sick... runny nose, block nose ,ferver and bad bad cough.. Cough and cough non-stop think sooner or later the whole lung will be cough out by me ha..ha.. Went and see DR in the morning at the staff clinic, gt slight fever.. after tat come home..serve net and in the afternoon i go take my nap.. so sleepy after the medicine..

Woke up around 5.30pm.. so sianzz... dunno do what..mood feeling not that good.. feel like eating pig organ soup...chicken wings...satay and claypot rice.. so i called j.h to acc me but too bad he was with his friends, then i called patrick he gt dinner with friends and he say can meet me later i say is alright by the time he meet me i die of hunger liao ha..ha.. and so i called P.f and estella..estella was with her friends so she asked me go suntex have buffet dinner with her and i agreed.. But in the end P.f called me and say we go K box coz Xiao mei also not feeling good she wanan go K box i say ok.. in the end i nv joined estella and p.f did asked her wanan joined us she say she going out with friends.. in the end we went to P.S for dinner then we decided not to go K box coz i not well no voice, coughing how to sing.. and i decided to go to out "Lao Di Fang" again.

Reach that place saw the guy P.F wanna intro me..i so pai sei coz later he thought i like him tat why always go to the place..its full house and the sofa seat was not available and i told the guy i not in a good mood today u better find me any place that i can sit. He give us a normal table then we order the package and start playing.. this time we play monopoly Disney version ha..ha,, coz i wanna play they Bo Bian have to entertain me coz i "DA XIAO JIE". After monopoly we played the Guess guess guess game.. i and Xiao Di 1 group while Xiao mei and P.F 1 group.. after that we play truth or dare staco so fun.. Bei Ta Han..laugh until my tear drop ... then i accidently broke a glass and it hit P.F leg so sorri and pei sei.. We the noiser group and somemore broke the glass... kaozz.. after tat i took Pf hp and take photo. according to p.f the guy that she wanna intro keep looking at me.. kaozz..so pai sei.. any way i dunno wat the guy name lah... But i think p.f interested in him loi..dun dare to touch ah..lolxxx he is the cafe boss brother around 22-24 yrs old ba.. I asked p.f wat his name she dun wanna tell mi..nvm any way i not keen.. we stay there until they gonna do closing which is 1 am.

P.f told me the cafe boss brother called her and told her that her friend very cute or look cute i cannot remember lah.. Then P.f asked him which friend he say the one with long straight hair wan.. KNS.. indirectly say i FAT leh.. CUTE = Ke ai = Ke lian mei ren ai...or ugly but adorable.. i told p.f asked him go and died lah i not cute loi.. P.F say at least he commanted i cute but he say p.f very noisy then p.f say he nv commant anything good abt her loi..KNS... he is indirectly saying i fat.. p.f asked me dun so sensentive he not that type of guy asked me to have more confident in myself dun alway so low-self esteem.. i rather he keep quiet and don't commant ah, those know me for long wan which part of me look cute? Kaozz wanna vomit leh.....Anything lah.. hm..gonna zzz liao..night night..


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♥ Wednesday, November 02, 2005♥

Today is a Public Holiday meeting estella and peifen to our "Lao Di Fang" for drink and game.. I was not feeling well in the morning when i woke up..so i took 2 panadols which i have alot in my rooms and i went to sleep..If wanna suside and die here are some methods...

1---> very easy jus swollow the whole box of panadol and u will either die striaght on the spot or die slowly. Bcoz if the doseage u take is not strong enough and they manage to saved u then u will die slowly y i say so? coz ur liver will slowly failed and u will gt into liver failer this the slow and suffering way of dieing..

2---> if wanna die faster go drink Deltol confrim plus grauntee will die..

3---> Or if u find mthod 2 difficult to do and if u have the courage you can be "superman" jump frm 13 floor n above this confrim plus grauntee 101% u sure died..

4---> Another way is to inject sodium chloride into ur body this 1 confrim plus grauntee also will die and die on the spot within minute.

Any way i nv thought of dieing if wanna die also must die beautilfully ma..ha..ha,,

Any way i woke up at 3.30pm.. feel a little bit better but still not feeling that well.. Meet Pei fen and Estella at plaza singapura at 6pm.. I was late abt 20 mins coz when i reached P.S i saw JiaLe, Zhi Ming, Dave, Evonne and Xuan ling sitting outside starbunk.. At 1st i dunno they were there but is their noisy laughter attracted my attention.. Can u imagaine they were so noisy and loud until can make u turn around and see who is it..Any way i walked over and greeted them. Almost the 5 i mention only Zhi ming recongise me coz he just meet him recently and the rest just say i changed liao..changed alot..Jia Le and Dave told me that they dun believe when Zhi ming told them i slim down alot coz in their impression i alway the greedy pig always like to eat and asked them bring me go eat good foods.. Evonne put on weight leh, That why Dave say what happen to the both of us? 1 loose weight another 1 put on weight he say we went for "exchange of fat" huh? Evonne really put on alot her face nw really round..She told me she put on almost 20kg..Woh..She say work stress and work life there very gd always got good foods to eat so she everyday eat and eat that y like that. Evonne asked me hw i loose weight asked me to teach her.. They say i getting prettier.. Thank you ah!! They also scolded me say i MIA alway called me i nv asnwer if not nv reply their msg wanna jio me out also very difficult.. OK guys..I promise now i gt more time so i will spend time with u all k.. They are 1 of the group i always like to be with coz they were fun and alot of stupild jokes enjoy chatting and go out with them, When i was with them my mouth never close.. As they say don't have me already so noisy if i'm inside that will be even lounder ha..ha..ha..

After that went to Muyee where carmen work.. She used to be my Swensen's supervisor but she quitted. Went to the shop chatted with her..Peifen was also there waiting for me and Estella.. Carmen also say i slimed down alot asked me to teach her.. Siao lah..She also slimed down alot ma.. After that we processed to Selegie to wait for Estella she is late.. We went to our usual hang out and waited for her.. Ate our dinner there..play game..Bei Ta Han laugh like hell very funny.. After that Dennis joined us we continues to play and i'm the banker lol.. I think in further they will nv let me the the banker again ha..ha..We also play pictionary so fun..bei ta han.. i really like this place veru much.. By playing all this things really make mi forgot all my problems.. i really laugh the whole night until my tear drop and i vomitted ha..ha.. This Pei fen wanna intro the boss brother to me woh lau so pai sei and this carmen asked Pei fen to tell her the outcome..really mad leh they all... Siao leh.. when i went there actually he not bad looking lah..lolzzz but if let me choose i prefer 1 of the worker there wear spect wan he look "Si Si Wen Wen wan" i prefer that 1 lolzzz... just a commant no other motives.

We also order beer to drink.. they dun let me drink coz they scare i get drank again..ha..ha.. COz they really scare liao..few years back and at my birthday chalet this yr ha..ha.. ok lah gonna go sleep tomorrow still gt work.. night..



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♥ Tuesday, November 01, 2005♥

This few days really a tough day for me... Things never get solved another thing happen again..Headdache ah!! Dun wanna think so much liao very tired ah..

Went shopping with Hor sin and bird just now at M.S.. Don't know why suddently gt flu, now the nose block.. Stomach pain..Haizz.. think gonna fall sick soon.. Walking around look for gown that we goona wear for D&D at Fullerton.. Actually i not buying coz i gt 1 black gown at home liao which i just worn only once so dun waste $$ lah..

Today Hor Sin return c.s to me...SHIT!! the c.s was loose..Haizz think goona buy a new 1...Gonna spend money again.. no choice this type of thing have to be worn tight... see how lah...

P.F called me jus now and told me that she wanan cry coz she found out that her "Mr Mouse" actually gt someone in mind all this yr.. She feel sad and asked if tomorrow shall we go drinking instead of coffee seesion? I say anything coz i also wanna drink..Ha..ha.. poor Estealla think gonna take care the 2 of us if we were drank..ha..ha..

Ok lah..gonna zzz liao.. tired..night


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