PrIncEsS sHaN

♥ Tuesday, December 27, 2005♥

I gt a long time really nv blog liao.. Hm let mi try n recall things that had happen recently...

Last month the quarrel between mi and jean was over.. in the end it was an misunderstanding coz she believe wat yan fang say instead of me.. Was angry yet disapointment was even more then angry.. coz she know me for so long yet she believe yan fang instead of mi.. Even those we say had hope to be like last time but i think there were still abit of distant ba.. I no everything were over but there still left a scar inside me... the way they treat me...say me... I was trying my very best to get closer with them...

Recently elaine quarrel with jean... HAizz.. i dun wanna help in the 1st place coz i will always remmeber when i quarrel with jean elaine nv even helped... nv even there for me.. she jus simply bo chap.. so why must i be miss nice to help? i can also simply bo chap ma.. But see them like this i beri xin gu ah.. i was stuck in the center even those i make clear with elaine that she can still jio me out and is my freedom to choose who i wanna go out with.. Jean say i wanna be Miss nice to her then go ahead.. coz when quarrel elaine will jus simply bo chap that make jean very angry.. and jean dun wanna make the 1st move any more...in the end thank to yan fang they are ok now..

Christmas eve i was at jie jie place celebrating with them... we order sushi.. pizza...roasted chicken...ribs...ham... sashimi..log cake..hm...so nice... after that we had our gift exchange...jie jie fren drove mi down to selegie the mind cafe to meet jean they all.. this yr x'mas celebration elaine nv joined us coz of the quarrel with jean.. so short of 1 person... after the cafe we went to Mr bean to drink then i share cab wif jiehan to bishan to wait for my brother to come and drive mi home...

Christmas day i meet silin,christel and ah gal (christel cousin) to causeway point.. we went to pizza hut and eat.. we ate pizza...beef lagzania and bake beef ball so shiok... after that he msg me asked mi am i free to meet him since i was at woodland i told him i can n i told him at 9 loi.. IN the end christel wanna go sing KTV so we went to the civil center party world and sing.. sing until 11pm then i went to meet him.

SIaNzz....dun wanna talk about it...wanna zzz liao..night night..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Thursday, December 01, 2005♥

i was having diarrhoea.. Haizz..stomach pain like hell..the stomach like very bloated and heavy.. went to staff clinic and see doctor.. as usual give mi chorcoal.. postan..lormentil..etc..stomach pain medicines... took a cab home.. come home take medicine then i go n sleep.. the whole body so tired ah..

in the evening alfred msg me and asked mi weather i gt $200 to spared him? coz he gt a big arguement with his dad and his dad frose off all his account... actually i dun like him but see him in the state i abit soft hearted somemore use to be friend i think i shall help him.. more after last time he was quite gentlemen toward me.. i tried and borrow frm my 2nd brother but he refuse to lend mi..kaozz... so in the end i msg him i can't help him. I nv let the rest of them know about this partly is b'coz i wanan gif alfred some face and partly is b'coz i nv contact them.. maybe he tried borrow frm Mr Koo..but i dun think so ba coz he know that jean dun like him and Mr koo sure will tell jean about it.. i dun think he borrow frm elaine ba.. if he have elaine also might not lend him coz don't really know him well.. any way is over...

i nv contact the rest liao.. i also deleted their number except jie han ba.. but he also nv contact me wan lah.. can feel the rest also dun like me loi maybe of my attitude.. everyone will have attitude is that hw u show ur attitude..maybe i'm a straight forward person so i always show my attitiude straight especially to those i know well.... nw i have my own life.. i dun need to "Jiao Tai" anything to anyone.. now more like "tu lai tu wang" who ever friends wanna called mi out i will go out wif them provided i free lah.. ok lah wanan go rest liao.. gd night..

PrInCeSs ShaN