♥ Tuesday, April 18, 2006♥
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JUN HuA Got Gold for his ippt ..
I really happy this moring.. Serene bf msg her and told her he gt gold for his ippt then i asked serene hw abt jun hua? then serene called his bf and his bf say jun hua gt gold..I so happy really happy ha..ha..ha.. Serene say Jun hua running not that good in the end he also got GOLD ma..ha..ha..ha don't see him no up hor..
I think i like him ba.. Cannot say like also let say admire(Xing shang) him.. I know that he will not like me wan lah.. Hw will a fit and taned guy like a fat and ugly gal like me..He is tall n fit yet i'm short like a ball..
I think is love at first sight ba.. when i 1st saw him at melvin place i was sort of like attracted to him.. Not his look nor his build... I was attracted by his quietness he dun really talked much just seat there laugh n smile..hm... maybe tat attracted mi? or is fate? this the 1st time i encounter love at first sight and i believe it..
Any way i know that guy tat i'm interested in will never never be with me.. Yes i like him i shall go after him,chase him take more intialtive but i just can't do it . More after i dun wan him to find me irrigating.. Nw aday he nv msg mi liao.. i'm the one tat msg him..haizz... Think he not intersted in mi at all.. In MSN he nv even say "hello" to me infact i'm always the wan.. Haizz..
I think i shall stop myself frm "admire" him ba... Coz what ever guy i claudia goh interested in will nv nv be with me.. I better stop ba.. Any way i'm also not an attractive gals tat wear bikini or tube...i'm jus a fat n ugly gal tat wear t-shirt and skirt.. tat no guy will fall or attracted to me.. Jun Hua is a guy tat alot of girls will like and he can have alot of choose i will nv be the want he choose.. So wat if his Ex gf is also called Hui Shan..Had the same Chinese name with me.. but i will nv be his gf...
Dun wanna think so much..let nature take it place ba.. any way i gt no "Tao Hua Yuan" wan.. dunno when will have? ha..ha.. ok lah.. wanna zzz liao..night night..
PrInCeSs ShaN
