♥ Wednesday, May 31, 2006♥
tOmorrow will be a busy day ah.. Coz morning long list, afternoon also long lists.. Haizz dunno my 1/2 day leave will be granted tomorrow or not.. Hopefull can.. coz i will be taking F.T tomorrow..
Dunno what will happen tomorrow leh.. Haizz abit worry.. partly is weather i can passed or not another worried is.... Haizz i also dunno lah.. sianzz Let not talked about other thing..
Last fews days when i was checking my friendster account there was a guy msg me.. When i look at his photos he jus look so familar to me.. I remember him.. He is someone that i meet last time when i broke off with Dennis.. HE drove his car to come pick me up at orchard i still remember very clearly tat we went to marina south.. He is Jerk leh.. I know i not pretty he also dun need to treat me cold.. After 2 years he added me in his friendster.. There was a time i checked his profile he actually gt a gf.. and the profile he used nw to add me was not the orginal account.. dunno if he really created another account.. Any way he also added elisia leh.. He not a good guy.. actually i wanan msg him and told him "can u remember 2 yrs ago, u actually bought an ugly and fat gal to marina south?" But 1 of my friend patrick asked me dun do that and just ignore him... ha..Ha.. I also think this way..
Ok lah wanna zzz liao.. It being sometime since i updated liao.. hm.. ok lah dun lo so liao.. will keep updating wat happen tomorrow ba.. night night
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♥ Thursday, May 25, 2006♥
Yo..today is my pay day!! ha..ha.. Finally got money to spend loi.. somemore great singapore sale started liao.. Ha..ha.. can go buy wat ever i wanna buy loi.. But before that got to set aside my insurence money, driving money before i spend it.. I also got to pay my Hp bill which i had already done and i also bought a new HP Nokia 6280.. Actually dun intedn to buy want but since starhub give mi a $100 vorcher must well i used ot rather then waste it.. The usual price of the phone with plan was $388 but with the $100 vorcher i bought it at $288 loi.. But i still will be using my Samsung D600 the nokia phone maybe my brother or dad will used it..if i wanan change phone jus change with them loi..lolxx
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Hm.. this few days keep eating.. eat until i scare ah.. eat somore later put on weight.. ha..ha.. Tomorrow i afternnon then go work..take time off..woh haha.. SHIOK!! can sleep til late late.. Then must help them buy lunch.. they wanan eat my hse market chay kway tiow.. is beri ncie wor..haha..
i still nv talk to sarah lei yet.. tis sat they gonna play netball.. if they called her i'm fine i can jus dun talked to her.. Till now she never alpoegise to me loi.. Woh Lao.. She really need to change her attitude.. Hao Xin Mei Hao Boa.. sianzz
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♥ Wednesday, May 24, 2006♥
Hm.. tis few days work in theater with Lai heong, Lee Lijing and serene.. Not bad lah so far so good.. But tomorrow sianzz liao loi coz gt 3 GAs ah.. i have two 6 yrs old child and 1 adult.. Hope Dr Si Hoe will be in good mood tomorrow..
Today Lao Da cooked porridge for me.. Hm.. So nice.. my fav is stil Lao Da porridge.. Gt chicken slice,centuary egg and fishcake.. beri nice leh.. ha..ha.. so nice of her to cook for me to eat.. Then afternoon KFC they all bring mi out to eat soya chicken rice.. Hm..nice nice.. but fat.. i so scare i put on so i exercise.. i walk abt 35 mins then i climb 13 level of stairs to reach my place coz i stay 13 floor ma.. Then jus nw dinner eat steamboat.. drink soup,eat fish,eat meat ball,sotong ball,chicken,pork,cockles and prawn.. ha..ha.. Fat Fat.. sianzz i dun wanna put on weight..
Tomorrow got another staff lunch so cannot eat breakfast maybe just drink millo loi.. ha..ha..ok lah wanna Zzz...night night..
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♥ Tuesday, May 23, 2006♥
hM.. toDaY mY tHeatEr nOT rEallY bUsY iN tHe mORnIng bUt cOZ oF a "BITCH" mAkeS uS sO bUsY aND FrUstRaTeD.. BITCH..SIAO!! wAnnA uSe AR40 lEnS bUt yEt nV pRe-oRdEr tHe dIaoPtEr sHe wAnts iN tHe eND dUN hAVe thE leNS tHeN sHe iNsIStEd wAnNa uSe AR40 14D lEnS VeRy vErY uNrEasOnAbLe. sHe AsKed SiS tAy tO cAlLed tHe sAlEmAn tO bRiNg dOWn tHe leNS iN 30 mINs tIMe.. SIAO!! sIt rOckEt aLSo nOt so fASt lAh!! tHiNk u DR vErY bIg aH? pEoplE oNlY dEliVeR tHiNg fOr hEr aH nO oThEr wOrKs Or otHeR tHinG tO dEliEvEr tO otHer PlaCeS ah moRe aFtEr sHe Is lAst MinS waN.. iN tHe eND sHe nO choIcE But uSe 14.5D fOr pAtiEnt.. tHEn afTeR tAt sCoLdEd mE fOr nOT diLatINg tHe pAtiEnt pUpiL fOr hEr.. SIAO!! Go aSkEd Ur sCruB nUrSe lAh..tHeY rEsPonsIabLe fOr iT mA.. I dOiNg A.U aNd cIrcuLAtIng leH..thInk i So fRee.. tHE sCruB nUrSe sAY liAo thEy alReAdY dIlaTeD thE puPiL bUt pAtIenT pUpiL jUs dUn diLatE mA hW? sColD thE paTiEnt? oR sCoLd tHe EyE oF thE pAtIenT? Or dIg oUt pAtIenT eYe? SIAO!! SIAO CHEE BY!! HATE HER.. SHE A BITCH!!
yEsTeRdAy wAs cHaTtInG wIf a fReN iN mSN i kNow hIM fRM IRC..hA..hA.. cOZ tAT dAy aT hM wItH elAiNe bo liAO sO go IRC pLAyEd iT bEiNg a LoNg tIme sINcE i pLaYeD iRC.. aNywAy tiS gUY tAt i cHAtTEd iN IRc gT mY mSN aDd sO hE aDdEd mE.. yEsTErdAY i WaS chAtTiNg wItH hIm tHeN He sAy i LoOk fAmiLAr.. Woh Ha..Ha.. He sAY hE fRm GMSS tHeN i tAke a CLoSeR lOoK at hIs pIC..oH.. HE is sOmeOne i KnoW iN mY sEc sCh lAst tIme aND hE iS 1 yR mY seNioR.. He cHanGe alOt..Nw sliM aND tAnNeD..sO mUcH gD lOoKiNg tHeN lAsT timE lOi.. i AskEd hIM iF hE nO wHo aM i hE sAy yA aNd sAy i lAst tIMe bErI fAT waN.. KNS nEed tO sAy UntIl liKe tiS Ma.. i lAst tIMe oR nOw stiLl fAt lOi.. nO diFfErEnt.. Ha..hA.. tHeN hE shOw mE a gAL pHotO aNd aSkEd mE pReTtY oR noT? i sAy oK laH bUt lOoSe tO Me abiT cOz i sTiLl PrEttIer..Ha..hA.. He sAy i tAlkEd nOnsEncE..lOlxx woH lAu nOthIng wRoNg fINdIng mySelF pRetTy mA..lolzzz.. hE sAy cOmE oUt fOr cOfFeE 1 oF tiS dAy aNd i agReE,, i tOld hIm dUn eXpEcT tO sEe a BamBoO aH.. cOZ i noT tAt sKiNny stiLl fAT..
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♥ Sunday, May 21, 2006♥
Went to attand Jin Foong baby full month today at Seng Kang.. Any way i'm late whrn i reach there.. Ah Yan also there with us loi.. Long time never see her.. I think she still the same like last time but put on abit of weight loi.. but pei fen say she nw better then last time loi.. tat time super fat leh..like fatter then me.. Bu hui ba?
any way chatted with estella yesterday while eating.. she say forget abt that jerk and continues my life.. I agreed with her.. Any way Estella got a bf liao.. happy for you gal!! treasure wat u have ok!!
Went tp gary place for m.j.. ha..ha.. loose $6+..nvm lah..once in a blue moon not so bad. then share cab with dennis and pei fen.. hm.. now beri tired liao ah.. wanna zZzz..ha..ha.. night night..
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♥ Friday, May 19, 2006♥
Hm.. I was very pissed off in the morning with 1 of my nurse manager and colleagues.. I was On call yesterday and before i left i checked the key-cupboard to make sure that all the theaters drugs drawer key was being hanged back to the key cupboard by the repective A.U nurse in the theaters.. In the end i realise one of the theater drug drawer was not locked and the key was not in the key-cupboard.. I try and locked the drawer with other theater key the drawer can be locked coz al the theater using the common key. In the end i asked my senior manager theater 7 gt not drug key ma? My senior manager told me every theater gt their own drug key, then i told her the key not there and i afraid i gt to go n dig the dustbin for key incase the girl throw the key in their gown.
My senior nurse manager told mi dun dig for gown 1st..She asked mi called Sarah and asked her. so i called and asked her she say she kept the key in her locker coz she say every morning she came late and she scare she gt no time go and get the key frm the cupboard so she kept it with her.. WHO know Miss Sarah MC today loi and theater 7 nurse cannot find the key to open the drug cupboard.. Any way Senior Manager noted that Sarah kept the key and OT 8 key was missing too and she witness me that OT 7 and key missing,,
Then 1 of the manager ask who on call yesterday and i told her is me loi.. she asked me why nv informed morning girl tat key was with sarah? WOH LAU..CHEE BY loi.. hw i know she MC lah.. and i did informed Sister Helen coz she on call with me yesterday ma somemore tis morning she is the morning girl loi.. FUCK!! Sarah MC she shall know the key with her ma yet she never infromed loi.. CHEE BY.. Kanna thing tat not my fault.. FUCK UP!! My nurse manager told me dun assume thing...SIAO!! how i know she will MC today ah!! If i know she MC today then i go be fortune teller liao lah dun need to be a nurse working here and kanna things tat not my fault..
In the end she vent out at me and told mi i venting "fei hua" if u know u venting "fei hua" then why at the 1st place vent at me? SIAO!! go and vent at Sarah when she come back lah.. Then she told me if she goona vent at Sarah and told her all this she had told me and share with me she say Sarah sure cry.. NA BEI CHEE BY Sarah will cry then she dun scare i cry ah.. CHAO CHEE BY!! In the end she told me i did a good job by checking all the keys was there before i went home.. SIAO CHEE BY!!
Told Anuty Lock about it and aunty lock told me coz the theater 7 nurse is her "gd fren" ma.. tat why i kanna loi.. Coz she say our A.U side got 2 gang now loi.. 1 "Evil Party",1 "Angle Party" loi.. Haizz alot of problems there.. SIAO!! Alway wanna find fault with me.. not my fault she also say me..If this time is 1 of her "Angle Gang" member nv report abt the key or informed the morning gal so u think she will vent at the "Angle member"?
After work went dinner with Ah Bu,KFC,Lao Da and chun mei.. told them abt it.. and they also understand all say not my fault.. she shall tell Sarah lei off but not me.. SIAO CHEE BY!! Anyway very nice dinner and i enjoyed.. ha..ha.. Ah Bu asked mi to consider Ivan coz we suitable for each other.. I told Ah Bu SIAO AH!! he older then me 13 yrs leh.. so skinny!! lolxx.. Opps better dun let him hear tat..ha..ha.. Then sit until 8 plus then share cab with Ah Mu.. Nw wanna go zzz..
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♥ Thursday, May 18, 2006♥
today we had kfc for lunch.. actaully in the morning i had eaten dumping noodle but afternoon mouth itchy so ate 2 pieces of chicken and a piece of pizza sponsor by a.m.o loi..
When i went into tea-room for lunch... i so novel there.. he was the one who sponsor the lunch loi.. Sarah lei his gf was also there.. When i saw the both of them nv talked i feel very funny loi.. Ur gf and bf infront of you but both of you can jus pretend dunno each other leh.. If it me i can't do it loi.. really can't do it loi.. Stead until so secretly for wat? wat wrong if we know? i see them like this i beri "xin ku" ah..
sarah make christel angry loi.. She say she small breast at least gt bf but those big breast want no bf loi.. woh lau.. she also indirectly talking about me ma.. Chirstel was very angry.. while i was eating she called me and complaint to me loi.. She say she wanna say out her secret of steady with Novel out ah.. But b'coz of me she keep quiet coz she dun wanna make me in difficult position. I told christel i will told her off.. and so i told her off infront of her bf.. When i come out for lunch christel was crying loi.. She the type tat can joke n play, even those she gt woke up she also will not cry loi but this time she cried.. mean she was really deeply hurt.. somemore come period worse.. but nw i know she feel better..
Mei also say i'm a "chicken" KNS.. but she was joking lah.. she also say i'm a "fat chicken" so bad.. so bad.. I also Tu lan with Lee Li Jing loi.. she terriable gal.. I was joking with Novel why so old liao still study and then Dr Ho asked me why i nv go study? Before i can answer Lee Li Jing answer say "because we no $$ ma tat y.. we very relistic wan" woh lau!! throw face leh talked like this to a DR.. then i told Dr Ho " I no $$$ but my dad have he dun mind sponsor me to study if i want" tis Lee Lijing hor..really beri chee by.. make the nurses throw face. Talked never use brain.. haizz hope her baby dun be like her.. Please.. Please..
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♥ Wednesday, May 17, 2006♥
tis few days feeling so tired.. yesterday went dinner with joyce they all at bukit merah there.. the foods nice..yummy.. now on diet.. but still go for dinner.. is so sinful ah.. who know today have macdonald for lunch.. i ate 3 pieces of nuggets, 1 applepine and some curly fries.. yummy.. so dinner i not nv eat..ha..ha tomorrow we gt kfc and pizza hut for lunch, tis a lunch treat frm AMO company.. fat.. fat...fat ah..
i realise i beggin to like betty boop more and more.. she is so so so cute..ha..ha.. she is a very old cartoon but i still like her.. but her things all very expensive ah.. wanna buy a pencil tat gt the betty boop face it cost abt $12 ah.. so expesive.. who wanna buy any betty boop thing for me? ha..ha.. realise dun really like pooh bear liao..ha..ha.. like betty boop..lol..
jus now joyce all jio me go holland village for coffee session but i don't want coz i very tired.. some more tomorrow still on call sure stay back still very late.. so better come home early today to rest..
Jus now gt a guy msg me.. he say he gt my number from my friend call Jack tan.. i dun remember i had friend called jack tan loi.. i asked him to go and get the guy full name and contact number.. coz i wanna know who the stupild guy..any hw give my number.. still tell the guy i work as a nurse and i'm a sweet looking girl.. siao..really siao.. i think he confirm dun like the guy that why wanna sarbo him ah.. siao!! ok lah wanna zzz liao night night.
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♥ Monday, May 15, 2006♥
HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!
went and attand ramli song wedding at C.c.k.. meet joyce,ivam,chunmei,sis helen and leijia at c.c.k control station. at jurong east mrt i saw ling ling and sam, they went early as they gt another malay wedding dinner to attand. when the mrt door abt to close sam suddenly say " Ni Mei you tai jun hua qu ah".. siao!!
1st time i attended a malay wedding,, it was held at the void desk.. the food were very nice.. really nice.. when i reach there i saw Dr Fong with her husband and younger daughter,Dr Seah and later on Dr Bobby cheng and Dr Rosman joined us.. at 1st they played malay songs but suddenly they plaed andy lau chinese song.. intersting ah.. at least they nv forget there some chinese there.. not bad very good..
after tat went to jie jie hse.. coz gt to celebrate mother day.. so tired until when i reach jie jie place i lay on the sofa and fall asleep..ha..ha.. after i woke up asher my nephew told me he was very boring so i bought him dowm to the play ground and played with him.. we played catching..ha..ha long time never play cataching liao..ha..ha remind mi of my younger day when i played with my cousins.. then saw a little gal bought her Shi tzu down for walk.. the shi tzu so cute,, in the end the shi tzu being to like asher and keep jumping on to asher and of coz tis make our dear asher frighten and he told mi he hate dog!! ha..ha..
we order pizza and chicken for dinner.. then gt mother day cake to eat..yummy..the cake was bought by me at breadtalk.. nice nice cake.. chocolate cake with a layer of strawberry..yummy..yummy.. we watch tv togeather and having alot of fun joking..ha..ha..
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♥ Saturday, May 13, 2006♥
tOdAY sO tired when i woke up.. infact i overslept lah.. coz the previous night slpt at 3+am.. quickly wash up and tooka cab to work.. coz i'm in the OOKP theater as i gt to learn how to intubate tru nasal so i had my teacher Noranni with me.. anyway very sleepy but i keep my energy up coz got to concerate.. anyway i left at 11 am.. reach home i Zzz all the way until 4plus..
Meet sebast at suntec city.. actually he thought of eating at a japanese restraunt but it was fully book.. so in the end i make a decision to eat at paris, the international buffet.. coz i graving for salmon sashimi.. my favourtie..ha..ha.. When reach Marina square we went to paris but no seat for us coz is near monther day somemore is a weekend so it is full house.. but i die..die also wanna eat so we waited.. around 1/2 later we gt the seat.. i so happy!! Hee...Hee.. Mr Sebast Heng pay for the meal.. at the same time i gave him his b'day present.. He keep guessing wat it is inside.ha..ha
after the dinner we went bowling..ha..ha.. we had a agreement.. the looser will have to listen to the winner wat ever the winner wan the looser to do.. so i told him that if i won u open the present, if he won i open the present for him..lolzz ha..ha.. then he say no matter he won or i won i'm still at the advantage side..ha..ha.. i told him of coz lah coz i pretty gal ma..lolxx.. he bei tahan me..
Guess...guess..guess.. who won? we played 3 games.. Mr heng wanna pay for it but i refused coz he already treated me for dinner which is about $50 per pax so i told him i treat him for the bowl he refused.. I pay abit the rest he pay..ha..ha.. the 1st game i loose to him BUT when come to the last 2 game i won.. my score was 70,126 and 116 ha..ha.. i gt a "turkey" for my 2nd game and he was far far behind me.. He was quite surprise i can bowl well..ha..ha.. I told him dun judge a book jus by its cover..lolzzz
After that we went to C.A for drink coz so thirsty after the bowl.. He also insisted to pay the bill.. pple around us keep looking at out table.. why tis 2 person fighting to pay for bill ha..ha.. in the end i won i manage to pay the bill and he pay only $2..lol.. the i took a cab home..so tired.. tomorrow going for ramli son wedding and is mother day!!
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Haizz... click the wrong button.. my entire entry gone.. sianzz.. any way went devil bar with elaine,elisia,karel,zhong wei,zhong wei fren,yaching and her frens too.. saw derrick there.. he manage to find me.. before i went to devil he called me and asked mi wat time i going and weather i can bring his 2 frens in or not. i told him i will reach around 10.30 and i can't bring his friends i gt to bring my own friends in too.
anyway cut it short.. saw the guy in pink i mention in my previous blog.. the guy tat karel say he wanna know me.. he was there yesterday.. karel say he asked his friends to look at me.. i told karel maybe he told his friends to see "fat pig" dancing ma..any way he did;t come asked mi fro number. when dancing half way derrick msg me ask me go 2nd level find him.. we continues our drink tat left over few weeks ago.. then we asked zhong wei to open another bottle of chivas and ya ching guy friends open 2 bottle.. ha..ha.. gt free drink.. ya ching guy frens also order foods i also order foods coz i know i not well after drinking so many cups coz empty stomach.. then pai sei ma eat pple foods so i order and asked them to eat also.. i order fish nuggets which is nice and teriyaki skewr chicken so salty not nice.. ya ching fren order devil wing and "wu xiang" nice nice...
at 2nd level he was drinking.. when he saw karel they all tis derrick say "u all getting prettier and prettier ah" then i shoot him back " we had never be ugly before" then he keep quiet.. his fren pour 1 glass of beer for me and say "mei nu drink leh" siao.. called mi mei nu.. eye blind or jus entertaing me? the frens still told mi inner beauty more important then outer beauty..so is he trying to hint me i not pretty? .. anyway beri tu lan with derrick.. he was drank and talk rubbish..felt like slapping him..
any way wanna go home early coz gt work but all of them dun let me go.. in the end i throw temper and squat on the dance floor.. elaine fren thought i drank and say i siao..woh lau.. i not siao leh. wanan no go home ma.. coz they took the locker key i cannot get my bag..in the end went home at 2.45am.. tired..tired
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yeah!!!...today is public holiday..No work!! woke up at about 8+ today..use the com for a while then prepare myself to go shumin house to play majong.. Meet sarah and huiling at jurong point... Peifen actually asked me out for lunch with her and estella but i had already promise my colleagues for majong so can't go sorry!!
I reach there early so i went to the shopping center to walk around at the same time helped sister poh leng and KFC to buy the "NI TU" (in hokkien) tat i hang it on my handphone. coz when they saw the "NI TU" on my phone they say so cute so asked me to helped them buy.. (see the pic on the left side)... But too bad Jurong point no action city and i can't find.. So i decided go marina square to buy tomorrow as i will be meeting sebast at suntex to passed him his birthday present.
When reach L.s.m place we forgot she stay which floor ha..ha so we press 8 floor.9 floor and 10 floor.. ha..ha in the end huiling remember is 9th floor coz she recongise L.S.L neighbour bike ha..ha.. Saw L.S.M 1 month old nephew his name is Buffer.. dunno how spell lah.. SO So cute.. i really long time never carried small baby.. dun dare to carry at 1st the slowly carried.. but heaven 5 mins the baby start crying coz maybe i dunno hw to carried then he feel uncomfortable ba..ha..ha
Anyway guess i win or loose? Ha..ha.. i won $1.60... Huiling won $2.50... L.S.M was the winner she won abt $5..Poor sarah lost $10.. When playing majong just nw L.S.L chased his elder brother out of the room and lock the room door coz his brother keep on telling us wat her card..lolzzz .
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♥ Thursday, May 11, 2006♥
this morning i went to bought dumpling noodle for breakfast.. While i was waiting for my noodle i saw a women carried a baby and a small boy around 5-6 yrs old to buy noodle also.. The baby was so so so cute!! It was a baby girl coz i heard the noodle auntie talking to the mother of the baby gal and the baby gal jus full month not long ago.. Its been so long since i carried a small baby.. after ashlieth i had nv nv carried a baby any more.. I like baby,i like children but i can't afford to have it now..
after work went eat vegtarian dinner with christel and ah girl coz is her b'day on friday.. who know i forgot to bring her present out today.. so forgetful.. keep remaining myself must bring in the end never bring it out.. haizz..
i had nv been to a vegtarian restraunt to celebrate birthday for someone before.. the foods was really nice.. especially the veg.. we order 2 type of fried rice : Tom Yam fried rice and Pineapple fried rice. We also order yam ring and oat tofu. the oat tofu appreance took like "muai chee" the yam ring quite dry. My favoutrie is still the veg.. tis veg gt 3 type of veg mix togeather.. gt golden mushroom,mushroom,xiao bai cai and kai lan.. beri nice.. last we had mango pudding for dessert.. the total bill was $81.45. but beri full leh..this veg restraunt food really nice..
after that took train and i walked back frm commonwealth mrt coz scare fat must exercise ma..haha.. went to the bookshop downstair my house to buy wrapping paper..goona wrap mummy and sebast present..
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♥ Wednesday, May 10, 2006♥
Today in recvoery as usual lah..so tired.. slpt at 2am+ tis morning coz i slept too much in the afternoon the previous day as i was beri tired.. slept for 4 hrs only..wake up my panda eye so dark my god!!
after work went to taka with christel coz she wanna bought ah girl present and at the same time i also bought ah girl present, mother day present for mummy and sebast birthday present.. bought a towel and a transparent pen for ah girl... a jewerlly box and towel for mummy ast bought 2 t-shirt frm giordano and a towel for sebast also..ha..ha seem like i like to buy towel for presents.. coz pracitcal ma.. ha..ha.. when they use they will think of mi ma..ha..ha.. seem like i beri thick skin hor..
hm.. dun wanna talk so much liao... wanna zzz.. so tired..tomorrow must wake up early.. night night...
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♥ Monday, May 08, 2006♥
today working in recovery.. nothing to do so went to serve net and look at cars.. dunno why leh..haizz.. say liao dun think about him liao.. jus forget abt him.. even those i also willing but must he treat mi like this? deleted me frm his MSN..haizz..
aiya i also dunno lah.. dun wanan think so much..msg derick he als msg mi back...had being chating with him recently.. coz dun wanna think so much abt S.H tat y need someone to talk to.. being alone will think alot of thing.. ok lah wanna zzz liao..
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♥ Sunday, May 07, 2006♥
i slept at 5 plus am tis morningt hen woke up at 11 plus.. feeling beri down after seeing K.Li friendster profile. The chat with a fren until 5 plus tis morning.. i really cried.. i dunno why i dropped my tear.. but i really dropped.. feeling beri sad..
went to causeway with limin yesterday coz nothing to so at sis place as asher and ashlieth was taking thir afternoon nap. We walk around.. went the train passed by masiling it remind me of K.Li again.. coz he stay near there.. haizz.. when i was at causeway point walking around in my mind is all him.. feeling beri sianzz.. i hope to see him there but i dun think so loi. coz the person u wanna see u will nv get to see wan loi.. i know i had like him...
today went to elaine house and play m.j again loi.. with jinhui and kok heng.. loose $5 loi.. then i nv joined them for dinner i went to mummy joyce place for dinner. she cook chicken rice it was beri nice and of coz cannot forget sis mei lotus soup.. beri nice also.. she brewed it for 1 day the soup really taste sweet.
at least not so bad when i keep myself occupied so that i will not think so much loi.. I can;t be with him i'm sad..he make use of mi i'm angry but i can't do anything.. take my revange? i also duno.. haizz..
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♥ Thursday, May 04, 2006♥
tis my current pic...
tis me 2 yr back.. will nv nv wanna look like this again..
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Those who read my blog and know me must be thinking how am i now? hw am i feeling now? I can say still feeling sad.. really sad but no worry i will still carry on my life no matter wat..i will not do silly thing jus b'coz of this bastard!! Of coz i started smoking again..i only smoke when i feeling down and stress and i also started my strict diet again.. i will slim down at least 15kg in half a yr .. i will and i will...
For those who dunno me and jus happen to read this blog u must be thinking i'm stupild or Bitch right?.. why am i doing all this thing for him? because i like him ba.. any way i will not let him make use of me any more... go ahead wif wat ever u all think coz u all jus dunno me well yet.. But no worry i nv blame wat u all is thinking..
I claudia goh will lost 15kg by end of september.. and hopfully by october i can lost another 3kg..
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tis my current pic...
tis me 2 yr back.. will nv nv wanna look like this again..
