PrIncEsS sHaN

♥ Wednesday, November 29, 2006♥

today i went to P.S action city to check out the display casing.. But too bad they dun have so i think i have to go down personally to the manufractuer to do the casing liao.. I bought 2 cars models today 1 is the RX7 Type R and another 1 is Evol III which i have liao.. I went to Yahoo autction to asked for ex-change with 1 guy with RX7 III.. Hope he willing to ex-change...

I have been thinking alot recently wat Hua Jie say is true.. I shall not be too "Gan Chong".. Shall let thing take time slowly.. Why am i so unhappy abt if he dun call me? or msg me? i think i shall not think all this loi coz we are only friend ma.. I shall let natural take it place.. Wat belong to me will me mine 1 day so no use forcing it ma.. I make up my mind liao.. I'm jus too childish.. IS time to grow up..

I done this X'mas present for rat b'coz i think he deserve all this but not b'coz i like u, Everytime asked him come fetch me, treat me eat, acc me watch movie, parking fee all this need $$ loi but he nv calculate all this i know tis is wat a guy shall do but 1 thing i must remember is he dun own me so he dun deserve all this.. if i wanna treat him eat, he sure refuse so i come out with this ideal.. hope he will like it... Actually i quite pity him let "me irritate, let me bully, let me toture but rat i believe all this "irritateness" did give u some entertainment value right?.. I really wanan thank u.. really thank you for those things u have done for me, even those is not many but i belive is not little too.. I appricate u.. i will treasure u coz i know the moment i loose u i will nv find back a Wise rat like u liao.. No matter wat our relationship are u will always be treasure inside my heart.. Thank Wisely!!

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Tuesday, November 28, 2006♥

today after work i went to T.B plaza action city to get the intital D car model which Rat say if buy have to try ur luck coz u dunno what is the car model inside unless u open it up. Anyway tis my 1st time doing such thing so i bought 2.. the 2 model i get was Lancer Evolution III and Civic Type R.. Before i open it i pray hard that it will not be the same model, when i open it up on the cab i was very veyr happy that i manage to get 2 different model and 1 of the model is Rat favorite which is the Evolution III.. I still have 6 more models to get before X'mas.

Yesterday i went to Daiso to get those display casing for the car model but jus now when i reached home i realise it dun fit loi.. Wat shall i so? Still brain storming to find out how to get those plastic display casing.. I also went to yahoo auction to check if anyone selling different model.. 1 guy wanna ex-change but i asked him if i could buy frm him, he still not yet reply.. Hope he wiling to sell..

Ratzz i hope u will like this X'mas present.. The b'day present might not be good wan but i will make sure ur X'mas present will be a good wan.. I hope u will like it.. really will like it...

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Monday, November 27, 2006♥

Rat open up the shirt i bought for him.. He told me he wear size S for all this shirt except some he wear M but i bought a L for him loi. Haizz.. 1st time buy shirt for guy buy wrong size and was 2 size bigger loi.. Rat really skinny leh.. my god.. feel so guilty standing beside him.. I must diet and loose weight.. He is the 1st guy friend that i know wear size S leh.. Rat rat can u put on weight? that time u say u will compromise me but yesterday when i told u to compromise me u refuse leh.. I can sense u dun really like me.. Maybe that time u fall for me but i dun think for now liao..

I dun get the Mei Li feeling on sunday as what i expect.. Haizz.. Maybe he nv thought of giving it to me.. Maybe i too rough, too fat too ugly.. or maybe he think i got attitude.. but i willing to change my attitiude loi.. Haizz.. i waiting for him to jio me leh .. but i know all this will nv come true.. perharp i shall jus keep my feeling ba.. i dun wanna loose a friendship b'coz of this.. keeping quiet is the best choice..But i have feeling for him. my heart feel touch when he touch my hand.. when he use his finger and pok my bubble face.. i really feel touch and warm..

Anyway i know what to buy for him on X'mas liao.. the intial D car model which he saw at action city.. There are 6 i will try my luck and buy if not i will go yahoo auction see.. Hope he will like his X'mas present..

PrInCeSs ShaN

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Went out with him just now.. Meet him 2pm outside 4 horse road temple, he was late coz CTE jam and he need to find parking lot, anyway only late for about 5 mins to 10 mins lah so is ok not as bad.. It was raining heavily so we nv go Bugis Village see car stickers so after Bai bai we went straight to PS. Reach P.S it was jam so he say parked at Cathay.. After that we went to the adidas shop at Cathay to look at him sport shoe coz he paticipate in the standart charted run so he was given a 20% vorcher for buying adidas sport shoe.. He like the yellow colour shoe which i find it not bad.. there is 1 red colour wan also not bad, when i see that he say my taste not bad.. Of coz lah i'm smarty leh..

Then we went and watch 9:56.. a korean horror movie.. P.S cinema seats all are couple seat and the handle can be lift up.. We were sitting close to each other coz beside him there was brunch of youngster and the one sitting beside him was quite irritating coz the hand keep moving so he sit closer to me.. Feel so close leh.. thank to that young boy ha..ha.. As usual talked rubbish and during the show he pull my hand away frm my face coz i keep covering my face with my hand and he say waste $$, asked me dun waste but i scare ma.. When he touch my hand i feel so warm, a very warm feeling.. he jus touch but nv hold on to it.. so sad..hee hee He keep laughing tru out the movie coz he say so funny until i need to cover his mouth with my hand coz a bit pai sei leh.. Horror movie pple scream but he was laughing there.. Anyway i feel so so happy sitting so close with him.

After the movie we went to action city.. He tricked me.. I stupild loi kanna tricked by him.. But i feel happy leh not angry..ha..ha.. stupild me.. Then we went to marina sqaure and have dinner.. We ate Sake Sushi.. he treated me.. Thank Ratzz... After that we went to shop for his sport shoe again but this time we going to suntex but by the time we reached the adidas shop have closed so cannot buy.. Then we process to Giant buy his grape juice and then he see me home..

Rats remmeber wat i told you?

Please go and cut ur last finger nail as it was too long somemore u doing engineering work i afraid the long nail will cause accident.. I dun wan loi.. I dun wanan see u suffer in pain.. U might not be able to read this but in my heart i really hope you go and cut.. Hope u will really cut in on tuesday ah..

please tidy ur car.. very untidy leh.. i felt like clearing it up for u yesterday but i dun wanna be KPO loi.. so hope u will tidy up.. if next time i see and is still so untidy then i will really tidy up for u..

1 last thing i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to u for paying the monokuro handphone chain for me.. Even those is i asked u but u willing to pay.. maybe this is man ego ba.. u will be pai sei if u say no ma as it was such a cheap stuff but i still appricate.. i will treasure it very very much..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Sunday, November 26, 2006♥

tomorrow.. tomorrow will get to see him.. He will not come and fetch me this time.. i will go myself.. I thought he will insist to come fetch me when i told him dun need to come and fetch me but he nv.. Seem like i'm really nothing to him.. If he really care for me or like me i dun think he will do this to me ba.. I can predit me and him can only be friend.. I not goona expect anything tomorrow.. My Me Li feeling is gone.. I will not be sad coz i'm not a pretty gal or slim gal..

tomorrow surpose to watch Y.Y.Y but alot of cinema nv show so we goona watch 9:56.. also a horror movie loi.. He say tomorrow he wanna go temple Bai Bai then after that see car sticker then proceed to watch movie after that go M.S see his shoe.. I meet him 2pm outside temple.. this time so exceptional 1st time go out with him he nv come fetch me.. i understand he zzz late and will wake up late so will be quite rush if he come down and fetch me furthermore i'm not his GF or someone he love wat for he come all the way fetch me waste petrol, waste time..

Tomorrow just be normal ba.. I will not expect coz i can feel that he dun like me and nv jio me.. Wat he say "Mei Li" feeling is just for fun why must i take it so seriously.. Stupild loi.. I shall know where i stand.. Ah choon all asked me why nv consider him? Is not tat i nv consider him ma i did leh.. Anyway it take 2 hand to clap.. Maybe the problem lie on me coz i so fat n ugly ma.. If i m a pretty gal thing will be different ba..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Friday, November 24, 2006♥

Since tuesday i have been calling Wisely.. I try and resist myself frm calling me i can't loi.. this time confrim plus grauntee i fall for him liao lah.. I can find excuses and reasons to called him and talked to him.. Why? B'coz i miss him.. wanna talk to him.. By talking to him i can hava a gd sleep and a sweet dream. But poor him everytime talked to me until "stone" liao..Ha..ha.. sorry Wisely keep disturbing you hope u dun find me irritating leh..

This morning i msg him thank you and sorry for disturbing him this few days.. I told him in return i move his Q frm Blk 5 to Blk 4.. Actually he long ago reached my door step but i nv told him.. Coz i afraid once i tell him we will nv be friend at least now i can still be his friend ma.. Yesterday i told him that if i like a guy i will nv tell him unless the guy himself jio me and tell me he like me lah Wise wan tis a hint to you leh.. Do u get it? Maybe not loi coz u are not as smart as me ha..ha..

2 more days to Sunday.. i can see him again.. Wisely will u give me the feeling of "Mei Li"? I wan it can i? i hope u will jio me... i really hope.. But if u dun is alright.. I will still keep this feeling inside me.. Ah Hua told me not to think too much, let natural take it place.. Kerlyn told me she gt a feeling that hw will jio me but i duno have that feeling.. My feeling was scare..really scare.. no mood to work.. I scare that he will nv jio me.. If nv is alright.. i believe there will be another time and another chance.. I will wait.. wait till u jio me..Wisely i'm waiting for u.. do u know?

Wisely i like to...

chatted with you on the phone
talk rubbish with you
disturb you
use ur hp to take photos of myself
acc you to see soccer figuring, toy car, watch soccer with u etc...
sit at the coffee shop with u, looking at you drinking kopi
"open" up the bloody hum for you..
look at the way u drive, sometime very cute..ha..ha..

Wat do u like to do with me? How do u find me? I got alot of question marks in my head.. Hope the question marks will be gone 1 day..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Thursday, November 23, 2006♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISELY!!!

Actually i planned to buy a subway sandwish for him with a birthday tag on top to replace it as a birthday cake coz he dun like cake but he dun like to celebrate birthday so jus forget it.. Wat matter is he must be happy and feel comfortable.. I also planned to buy a Intital D polo-T for u but dunno will like it or not.. So i'm still thinking shall i buy for him?

Wisely, wisely.. I hope 1 day i can celebrate ur birthday for u.. Not only birthday but X'mas etc.. jus like being with u.. always so fun.. so many rubbish to talk..I dunno wat will happen on sunday i also dunno will u give me the feeling of "Mei Li Gan" or not but i gt a strong feeling nothing will happen.. Even those i hope something will happen but frm yesterday conversation i can sense nothing will happen. I also dun wanan expect too much coz i afraid of diaspointment.. But as long as i can go out with you i will be Man Zu even those we are only friend..

No matter wat i wil nv nv tell himi that i like him. I will keep this a little secret for myself coz i'm afraid once i tell him i will lost u as a friend, as i dun wan this to happen so is better not to say.. Certain things are better to kept unsay.. So i will keep this unsay forever unless he break this spell and told me he like me, jio me to be his GF.. If not this spell will be in this blog forever and left unsay.

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Wednesday, November 22, 2006♥

Today is wednesday liao.. Counting down to Sunday.. 4 more days.. i will be going to watch movie with him liao..YEAH!! I'm still thinking about the "Mei Li" feeling he wanna give me again.. What is it? I know i shall not think about it but i just can't resist myself frm thinking ma sorry..

Yesterday chatted with him on the phone.. I'm very hungry and name out foods name.. He told me why i keep thinking about foods ah? I say hungry ma if not think about what?.. Actualy i thinking about him lah..ha..ha.. ***shY..Shy*** but just nv tell him.. I asked him sunday go where watch movie? he say Marina Square.. I say this time i will buy couple sit i will be smart this time if not will kanna suan again and he laugh.. I asked him where he will bring me go for dinner? he say 7 Eleven eat sandwish.. kaozz.. I say OK loi.. No Fish ,prawn also can.. AS long as with him eat what i also dun mind.. ha..ha..

Sandwish was wat i told him that on V day he nv bring his GF for dinner but gt sandwish eat and she will also be happy liao.. Why he say sandwish again? Hinting me ma? Wat if sunday he dun jio me, i think i will be disapointed ba.. I think better dun expect too much, coz the more u expect the more disapointment u will get loi.. dun thnk so much.. Just be normal ba.. I'm so hungry noe but i'm thinking of him.. I know he will nv call me.. but NVM i will call him coz i must used to it loi..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Tuesday, November 21, 2006♥

I'm having alot of question marks this few days in my mind.. Sat night i told Rats there is someone jio me and i feel that i got Mei Li Gan to let a guy jio me.. He told me that he will let me have the feeling of Mei Li Gan again this sunday when we go watch movie.. Hm.. wondering wat he mean?

I'm very happy to heard this "give me the feeling of Mei Li" again.. How? Is he going to Jio me? I dun dare to think so much.. really dun dare to think so much coz wat ever i think will not come true.. I dun dare to think.. But can i hope he will jio me to be his GF? Alright stop all this rubbish Claudia.. Stop it.. Dun think..

I asked myself if i really become his Gf will i be the 1 that always asked him out? Will i be the 1 that always call him? Will he tret me gd? He told me GF Ke Yi Teng Bu Neng Chong.. I agree with this.. I dun mind he dun pamper or spoilt me but i mind and really mind will he teng me, treat me good and love me? I know he will Teng me like how he teng me now.. But i also wan his love at least 80% of love can? Am i too greedy to ask for this?

If i gonna be his Gf i know i gt to be mature in thnking.. I gt to compromise him, no romantic dinner, no going over-sea with him, no phone call frm him, no caring msg frm him. I must get use to the habit of sitting at kopitiam drink Kopi with him, watch soccer, see soccer figuring, see car toy,see car modeling.. BUT i dun mind i really dun mind.. Maybe b'coz i really fall for him.. Blinded by love.. I know he might not treat me as gd as his ex gal, but if he can treat me half of wat he treat his ex gal i will be happy.. I know 我可能比不上她，但是我原意照顾他像她照顾他一样。

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Tuesday, November 14, 2006♥

Yesterday chatted with Rat on MSN glade to know that he was fine after sunday.. Finally i asked him did he msg me around 4am that time when i was feeling down? He say he could not remember.. I told him i'm very touch if it was from him.. He told me did the "Q" move i told him ya..ya..

I asked him did he feel guilty for not msging me or call me? He say he will try to feel guility.. But i know guy "Try" will nv do it wan lah.. Any way he is jus nobody to me why must he feel guilty.. Shall i try not to contact him and see if he will contact me or not? Haizz.. sometime guy are jus so difficult to guess what are they thinking about.. I think i shall not call him or msg him see if he will call or msg me.. I try not to log on to MSN around the timing he log on..

Dunno if he will remember we surpose to go for movie next week.. I doubt he will not remember loi.. Anyway i dun expect loi.. Coz i know he will nv be interested in me and will nv.. So is normal if he dun remember it and i not gonna remind him..

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PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Monday, November 13, 2006♥

Yesterday was Wise Rat late gal 1st death annivesary.. Dunno hw he feeling now? he say he took leave for today coz no mood to work.. I also dun dare to call him coz when man are feeling now they always prefer to be alone and dun like people to irritate so is gd if i leave him alone..

Dunno why keep thinking how he feeling now? Is none of my business ma.. I'm not his current gf.. i'm not anything to him why i so KPO keep thinking hw is he now? Dun tell me i fall for him? Impossiable.. impossiable!! Furthermore he will nv fall for me lah.. We are just gd friend.. gd friend he just treat me as a xiao mei mei..

Even those he nv call me before except there was 1 time i send a msg to him (purposely want) even those i told him i send wrongly telling him i'm feeling down.. He did call me but i fall asleep and he also msg mi around 4am+ and the next day loi.. I'm so careless until i did't realise he actually send me a 2nd msg at 4am+.. somemore is a weekday leh.. Till now i nv even really thank him and told him i'm so touch.. Thank Wisely.. I'm so happy that when i saw the msg. u really call and msg me back and care for me.. I'm so touch.. thank..

PrInCeSs ShaN