♥ Monday, November 27, 2006♥
Rat open up the shirt i bought for him.. He told me he wear size S for all this shirt except some he wear M but i bought a L for him loi. Haizz.. 1st time buy shirt for guy buy wrong size and was 2 size bigger loi.. Rat really skinny leh.. my god.. feel so guilty standing beside him.. I must diet and loose weight.. He is the 1st guy friend that i know wear size S leh.. Rat rat can u put on weight? that time u say u will compromise me but yesterday when i told u to compromise me u refuse leh.. I can sense u dun really like me.. Maybe that time u fall for me but i dun think for now liao..
I dun get the Mei Li feeling on sunday as what i expect.. Haizz.. Maybe he nv thought of giving it to me.. Maybe i too rough, too fat too ugly.. or maybe he think i got attitude.. but i willing to change my attitiude loi.. Haizz.. i waiting for him to jio me leh .. but i know all this will nv come true.. perharp i shall jus keep my feeling ba.. i dun wanna loose a friendship b'coz of this.. keeping quiet is the best choice..But i have feeling for him. my heart feel touch when he touch my hand.. when he use his finger and pok my bubble face.. i really feel touch and warm..
Anyway i know what to buy for him on X'mas liao.. the intial D car model which he saw at action city.. There are 6 i will try my luck and buy if not i will go yahoo auction see.. Hope he will like his X'mas present..
PrInCeSs ShaN