♥ Tuesday, November 21, 2006♥
I'm having alot of question marks this few days in my mind.. Sat night i told Rats there is someone jio me and i feel that i got Mei Li Gan to let a guy jio me.. He told me that he will let me have the feeling of Mei Li Gan again this sunday when we go watch movie.. Hm.. wondering wat he mean?
I'm very happy to heard this "give me the feeling of Mei Li" again.. How? Is he going to Jio me? I dun dare to think so much.. really dun dare to think so much coz wat ever i think will not come true.. I dun dare to think.. But can i hope he will jio me to be his GF? Alright stop all this rubbish Claudia.. Stop it.. Dun think..
I asked myself if i really become his Gf will i be the 1 that always asked him out? Will i be the 1 that always call him? Will he tret me gd? He told me GF Ke Yi Teng Bu Neng Chong.. I agree with this.. I dun mind he dun pamper or spoilt me but i mind and really mind will he teng me, treat me good and love me? I know he will Teng me like how he teng me now.. But i also wan his love at least 80% of love can? Am i too greedy to ask for this?
If i gonna be his Gf i know i gt to be mature in thnking.. I gt to compromise him, no romantic dinner, no going over-sea with him, no phone call frm him, no caring msg frm him. I must get use to the habit of sitting at kopitiam drink Kopi with him, watch soccer, see soccer figuring, see car toy,see car modeling.. BUT i dun mind i really dun mind.. Maybe b'coz i really fall for him.. Blinded by love.. I know he might not treat me as gd as his ex gal, but if he can treat me half of wat he treat his ex gal i will be happy.. I know 我可能比不上她，但是我原意照顾他像她照顾他一样。
PrInCeSs ShaN
