♥ Friday, December 15, 2006♥
I will miss Ratzz now aday.. This few days he really busy with his work.. poor man.. try not to disrtub him and irritate him.. Miss him also no choice gt to ta han..ta han.. if keep caliing him sooner or later he will find me irritating.. i dun wan this to happen..
Sometime i asked myself will he like me? will he find me irritaiting? will he find me too young? will he find me too childish? He say he like mature thinking gal.. He say sometime when talked to him on the phone my voice very loud and when with him i talked very fast frm gear 1 to gear 5 ha ha.. But i willing to change leh.. Not for himBut for myself.. A gal must be gentle abit tis is wat i have been trying hard to be this few yrs..
I miss him at time and hope i can be with him 1 day to take care of him, make kopi for him, message for him etc.. I hope i can be someone by his side that he will share his happiness, sadness with me.. But i dunno when will this day come.. STOP STOP!! i think too much!!
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