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♥ Monday, January 29, 2007♥

have not been blogging here for sometime.. hw is thing going on with me and ratzz? Well i can only say we are still normal friend ba.. nothing much but nvm i will wait , wait till the say he fall in love with me.. am i silly to do this? Nah.. i dun think so coz i know he is the one i wanna be with and settle down with.. he is the one that i feel so comfortable with and happy when i'm with him..

Recently he have been busy with his work, work till very late i also dun really dare to call him.. After work he still have to do report etc.. Haizz.. my time talking with him really dropped.. I also dun dare to disturb him..Wat to do? Work more important ma..

Ratzz.. I miss u leh.. wanna see u.. But ur weekend always not free i also pai sei keep asking u out Haizz.. Wat to do?... I bought the facial scrub for him waiting to meet him and pass to him.. When will u be free and when will i get to see u again? I miss u Ratzz..

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♥ Sunday, January 14, 2007♥

Think i really fall for you.. i must admit i can't delined.. But i have to control my feeling i dun wanna fall too deep in and afraid something bad might happen in the further..

Yesterday night i asked him Doeds he love me? his answer was Trying to love.. when i asked him hw long does he took to love his ex? His answer was within 3 mths.. Hm.. why? Maybe i nv give him the feeling of being love ba.. wat shall i do to let him feel love? or just let natural take it place? I really dunno...

I have know him for abt 6-7 mths.. i enjoyed all the outing with him.. I like the feeling being with you.. You are someone that can make me think of settleling down.. he is someone who taught me alot of things.. But wat have i taught him? think taught him hw to bully ba..ha..ha..

What shall i do? i really fall for him but i dun wanan tell him coz i dun wanan lost a friendship.. Well i think i can only control and wait till he fall in love with me.. I will wait for the day to come Ratz.. I will wait.. If the day dun come just treat it as 1 side love ba.. A dream that i have dream before....

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♥ Tuesday, January 09, 2007♥

Shan shan is so confuse.. Wondering Rat like me or not? Interested in me or not? Everynight i will wanna call him and talked to him and i will miss him..

I'm very happy being with him going out with him.. he treated me good does not mean he like me.. I have a feeling he just treat me as a xiao mei mei ba.. But i hope my feeling is wrong.. realy hope my feeling is wrong..

Ah hua is right i shall not rush thing.. I believe time will proof everything... i must be patience.. I will try to change.. Change to a more gentle gal.. A gal that is not loud and talked fast..

As wat Jean say treat you good does not mean he like you.. But certain thing he did is more then friend.. Maybe he treated me as a buddy ba.. I'm not his type of gal and he might think that our age are quite far apart as he is 12 yrs older then me.. Anyway i'm so fat n ugly he will not like me wan.. Why everytime like this? Anyway i believe time will proof everything.. be patience..

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