♥ Wednesday, February 21, 2007♥

I wanna thank Rat for taking photos with me even those he dun like.. I hope i'm not forcing him wor.. The reason why i wanan take photos with him everytime i meet him was to keep it as a memory.. I dunno how long will our this close friendship will last, i dunno wat will happen to me or him tomorrow, next hour, next mins or even second.. So i wanna treasure all the moment i spend with him, to keep it as a memory not only in my heart but in my sight too.. I dun wanna regret in further.

i'm afriad next time when he have a GF i might not have a chance to meet him, coz i choose not to.. I'm afraid that everytime i meet him i will hurt more coz i know i really like him and i will feel jealous from the way he treat his GF.. Is normal for gals to have this type of thinking isn't it?.But no matter what i will still give him my best blessing for him and his GF.

So i hope he will understand why i wanna keep taking with him. Keep it as a memory of me and him.. Memory can be good and bad but i believe my memory with him will be a good wan.. Wan this happy moment i spend with him to keep with me... I will always be his personal missy.. With no grumble and complaints.. Stay by his side to take care of him till the day he gt a GF then i will "step down" and let his sweet heart take over... this my promise to Him.. Wisely.. Remember " I will be watching over you"..

PrInCeSs ShaN

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Went to Ling place at Jurong West.. She open house... Reach there around 2 plus.. Play M.J with Delson, Choon and Lei Jia.. Thren gt to rush off at 3.30pm coz Ratz come pick me up we going for movie at Marine Square.. Watch Norbit with him.. I cannot say is very funny is jus average loi coz Rat nv laugh until tear rolling down frm his eyes.. Night in the museam better...

After that he acc me go shopping ha..ha.. Poor Rat.. He choose a slipper for me at Novo.. I asked him which design look nicer he say black wan.. He like the black colour slipper coz he find it unique.. He say this is the 1st time he choose gal things he dun have to think so long.. He say he like the design the moment i asked him.. So i bought it coz Rat choose ma plus i also like it.

After that we went and have dinner at CA.. Rat choose to eat CA coz he say he nv eat before..He order chicken,prawn pasta to eat... i eat steak and drink chocolate drink plus waffer ice-cream..hee..hee.. Of Rat pay for dinner.. Next time cannot order so much coz expensive leh..

Next time no matter go where must jio him eat food court,, cheaper..so much cheaper.. dun wan him waste money.. We chatted for 2 hrs in CA till the shop gonna close.. He told me about his work place problems etc...

He drove me home.. On the he tolds me about the 12 zodiacs.. Talkd till he miss the exit of AYE then got to drove all the way to clementi..from clementi to my house also amlost miss the turn.. Ha..ha.. Both of us so concentrate on the topic.. It so nice.. I'm tired but i enjoyed myself so much... Feel very happy and secure..Like this feeling.. I hope tis feeling will belong to me forever..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Wednesday, February 14, 2007♥

This year V day i'm spending it alone.. Last year still got Ling Ling keep me company but this year she is attach so have to spend it with the BF ma hw can ask her accompany me...

Actually i was hoping Ratz will date me or asked me out for a very simple dinner, even those it is sandwish frm 7-11 i also dun mind.. But i know he will nv ask me out.. Maybe 1 of the reason he dun wanna celebrate coz it might remind him of his ex-gf who he love alot and this might make him feel sad.. Another reason is he dun like me and not interested in me that why nv even asked me out and the last reason might be he busy working can't leave early.. But if he is goona celebrate it with someone he love i think he try all his best to leave work early.. too bad i'm not the one he like..

Even those i can't be his GF i can still be his very good friend or 妹妹(think tis is wat he treat me as ba, hope not..) stay by his side to care of him, acc him see soccer figuring, car toys, watch movie with him, open hum shell for him, and be there for him when he need me, this will be more then enough.. As long as 他开心我也开心..

A few of my friends told me dun waste my time on him, coz i'm so young i have plenty of time and can have better choice why waste time on this man who is 12 yrs older then me? Age dun matter further more i dun find any age gap between us and the most important things is i feel very comfortable, happy and secure with him.. The feeling which i dun find it on other guys for so many years.. He is my one and only Wisely, i can't find someone to replace him.. He is someone i wanna treasure and dun wanna loose it..

PrInCeSs ShaN