♥ Wednesday, February 21, 2007♥
I wanna thank Rat for taking photos with me even those he dun like.. I hope i'm not forcing him wor.. The reason why i wanan take photos with him everytime i meet him was to keep it as a memory.. I dunno how long will our this close friendship will last, i dunno wat will happen to me or him tomorrow, next hour, next mins or even second.. So i wanna treasure all the moment i spend with him, to keep it as a memory not only in my heart but in my sight too.. I dun wanna regret in further.
i'm afriad next time when he have a GF i might not have a chance to meet him, coz i choose not to.. I'm afraid that everytime i meet him i will hurt more coz i know i really like him and i will feel jealous from the way he treat his GF.. Is normal for gals to have this type of thinking isn't it?.But no matter what i will still give him my best blessing for him and his GF.
So i hope he will understand why i wanna keep taking with him. Keep it as a memory of me and him.. Memory can be good and bad but i believe my memory with him will be a good wan.. Wan this happy moment i spend with him to keep with me... I will always be his personal missy.. With no grumble and complaints.. Stay by his side to take care of him till the day he gt a GF then i will "step down" and let his sweet heart take over... this my promise to Him.. Wisely.. Remember " I will be watching over you"..
PrInCeSs ShaN
