♥ Thursday, April 05, 2007♥

Going to Bintan tomorrow.. YEAH!!.. Hope i will enjoyed myself very much.. Coz i will be sharing room with Hor Sin.. Can smoke and play like nobody business..ha...ha.. Oh ya must remember to bring sun block...If not later will become super roast pig then not pretty liao. Can't afford to get tanned...hee..hee.

Told Jean wat to do if anything happen to me over there... I not bad mouth or wat coz i dunno wat will happen tomorrow ma but of coz i hope to come back alive and kicking ya.. I dun wanna died with regrad loi..

Have been secretly Ann Lian Ratz for 6 mths liao, since last yr Oct.. He is my Mr Right, I finally found it.. He is a practical man who have patience and can Ta han my childish temper,my Sa-Jiao, make me laugh etc.. But i might not be his Miss Right.. He always say no time to Ann Lian wor but actually i know that he actually can't forget his Ex-Gf..

They be together for 3-4 yrs leh, how long i only know him? Hw can compare.. But i believe time can heal everything loi.. I willing to wait for him, wait till the day he fall for me.. Unless along the way i can find someone even better then him, who can tolerate all my temper etc.. But i doubt so loi.. Coz he is the only 1 i see in my eye..

Am i stupid to wait for him? I dun think so, coz love is blind.. I know he is my Mr Right, he is someone i wans to be with, spend the rest of my life with.. So i'm willing to wait. I will not tell him i like him loi, coz i shy and afraid will break this friendship.. So wat i can do now is wait, wait and wait loi.. Wait till the day he like me, love me.. If the day dun come and he find his Miss Right i will give him my best blessing and let this secret be a secret forever..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2007♥

YEAH!!!.. Going to Bintan in 2 days come.. Hee..hee.. Just told Jean wat to do if i dun come back alive lah.. But Choy..Choy.. Hope i come back sound and save alive and kicking hee..hee..

Msg ratz yesterday and asked him Did i put on weight? He say i look the same leh.. Then i told him lucky he can see loi, coz i intend to strip naked let my friend say.. His answer was HUH!! Bo Jio.. KNS loi.. I told him he change liao, last time he not like tat wan, i no longer his previous, cannot waste Smarty liao.. He reply me, he was joking nia, and i scolded him lame again loi..ha..ha.. I told him hw can i bear to scold him, he is my 1 and only wisely leh.. His reply was appricate him more then. I told him since the say i know him i always care, concern and appricate him more then he did to me loi can't you see that? His answer was he can see that why he let me Fai Hui my power to be his person missy loi. He say i'm also his 1 and only smarty hee..hee..

Haizz.. But my this smarty Bo xin wan loi.. When i go Bintan he forget loi, still asked me when go when come back loi.. Haizz.. I asked him will he missed and worry abt me or will be happy coz will not be around disturb his long weekend? He say miss and worry.. Dunno weather true or not loi but i take it as it true.. hee..hee.. I asked him wat action will he do to show tat he worry abt me? he say pray hard for my safety. I asked him other then praying hard? he say then i dun go loi.. In the end i told him, he can msg me wan if he worry abt me coz i gt auto romaning loi.. In the end he nv reply me liao.. Will he msg me? let wait and see.. But i will miss him for sure.. Will really miss him.

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Monday, April 02, 2007♥

Went out with Ratz on Saturday.. Very very happy tat i can see him and went out with him. I know that he worked till 7pm and was tired but he still meet me.. Actually wanan tell him dun need to meet but i'm already dress up and make-up liao so.. I know he is tired.. Thank Ratz for sparing out ur tired time to meet me.. I really appricate it..

I have a happy dinner with him even those the foods taste suck but as long as with him i dun mind eating anything including those taseless foods.. He ate everything up coz i dun wanna eat, he only asked me to eat the stingray coz this the only foods tat i find it nice and he say he will settle the rest. I dun wanna eat coz the foods not nice,partly also i full liao and scare fat tat y i dun dare to eat.. If i not on diet i confirm will eat everything with him..

I enjoyed the time when drinking Big Gulp with him outside Fortunate Centre. He say he is thirsty so am i but after eating the Mac Ferry i so full so i request to share drink with him .. Chatted with him, joke with him and took photos with him. At first he refused coz he dun like to take photos but coz i Sa-Jiao in the end he give in to me ha..ha..

Actually promise him only 2 shots but ended up taking 4 shots coz not nice ma.. Must take nice nice wan ma.. He say everytime come out i wanan take photos no wonder i know hw many time we came out together.

When will he start to Ann Lian wor? When will he start falling in love with me? Sometime i wondering does he have any feeling for me? Does he know i like him?

I think maybe he knows abit ba coz sometime i'm quite observe, so must tone down abit.

He always say he got no time.. no time to Ann lian.. Haizz.. when will he have the time? I ever asked him am i important to him? His answer was "Hai Hao", quite important.. I'm glade to hear that, even those i dunno if it true but I choose to believe him, coz i trust him.. At least i know i'm something in his heart, even those not BIG but at least something.. I'm not greedy.. Just hope to have a little space in his heart.

Friends told me tat if a guy not interested in you he will nv waste his time on you, sometime when i asked him to come and fetch me he will come. Maybe he just being gentlemen ba.. But Jean ever told me this is too gentlemen liao loi. I also dunno leh.. confuse.. i better dun rush thing if not it will turn out to be worse.. No matter wat i will wait, wait till the day he fall in love with me...

PrInCeSs ShaN