♥ Tuesday, May 22, 2007♥

It had been quite sometime since i blog.. Alot of things happen.. But anyway everything were over.. I'm glade that i have good colleagues, friends, family supporting me and last but not least Rat there listening to me and giving me advise..

Went out with him on sunday to Marina Square.. When having dinner he told me abt his ex gal things.. The Ex Gal dun like him to drive, always prefer to take bus and train with him so that they can hug, coz is boring when he is driving and she just sat there.. He say everytime he will drove to his ex gal place, parked his car there and then they will take bus and train out. So Romantic hor!!...

After listening to this, i can see how much he love his ex-gal,until now his mood still not really stable, he still not yet let go.. This type of girl which man dun like, dun love.. Romantic, sweet, gentle, understanding, cute.. All this she have i dun have loi.. 3-4 yrs relationship leh.. How can say let go then let go.. Man is also an emotional animal loi, even those they dun really express out but when you get to know them better you can actually understand and see it..

He bought a Polo Tee that day and he asked me to measure for him, hw i wish the time can stop here, i feel happy and sweet inside me.. Hw he feel? I doubt nothing ba, just a friend helping him ma.. I will feel jealous and unhappy when he told to intro gal to him, i dunno if he is joking or wat but when i did he refuse loi.. dunno wat he thinking inside, maybe he is just joking ba..

Even those i acted very normal when he asked n=me to intro gal to him but inside me i was crying, tear rolling down frm my eye.. Lucky is on the phone so he cannot see and dunno.. very drama right? but it real, tear rolling down frm my eye.. Nobody will understand such feeling ba..

Sometime i told myself, Claudia claudia just give up lah.. Hw can i take over the GF place? Pple ex gal is a cute, gentle pettie gal loi.. Me leh, just like a Gorilla loi. Somemore i so fat he will nv like me loi.. But sometime is worth waiting for someone u like and really like, who know miricle will happen, but think only 0.001% ba coz miricle only happen in fairy tales..

As usual, back to my same old thinking... I shall be bless that i can have him as a friend by my side .. As long as he can be my side wat the R/S does not matter but of coz not as a mistress lah..I will always give him my best blessing in wat ever he do of coz not forgetting when he find himself soemone he love.. He will always be remember inside me, no matter hw he become, where he go and wat he did.. He is always my 1 and only Wisely Rat..

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