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♥ Friday, June 01, 2007♥

Meet up on Monday night, b'coz he come and collected the Wasabi bean i bought for him.. We went to Bukit Timah for roti plata.. It really nice spending my time with him, chatting, joking etc.. etc.. Realise that time passed really very fast when i'm with him, even chatting on the phone time really passed fast.

I was happy that i can celebrate my promotion cum passsing my TP with him,he is the 1st guy i celebrated with even those the purpose of meeting up is not b'coz of this 2 happy events , but i'm glad that i can actually share this happy moment with him..

Told him that i was also at fault on the incident coz i shall have also give him a call before i went down and find him.. He say after putting down the phone with me that night he realise that i throw temper at him, coz i dun do that last time.. He say i change liao.. Hm.. I think maybe i really care about hw he treat me and talked to me ba, that why i react till like this.. Told myself cannot any how throw temper liao.. He explained to me that he was really busy that night coz the machine at the customer site have big big problems and they are trying to solved the problems that why he talked to me or reply me this way.. Really feel guilty tat i throw temper at him.. Haizz.. I told myself there will be no next time.. Must be more understanding and reasonable..

Actually that night after i hanged up the phone, he did send me a SMS straight away but some how or rather i didn't received it until 3am in the morning.. I called him up the next day after i cooled down . I told him i angry coz he like Bo Chap, the way he talked to me like not appreciative and after i hang up the phone he nv even send msg to say sorry or anything.. Then he told me he did, he send a SMS to me immediately after i hang up the phone which is about 9+pm.. I told him i only recieved 2 sms frm him in the middle of the night.. I read the msg to him and he say, the 2nd msg i read to him was the 1 he send at 9pm.. So there must be some problems that why i received the msg so late.. He told me his customer site reception not very gd.. So maybe this the reason ba..

Really feel bad loi.. Haiz.. I think coz i really like him and fall in love with him liao ba, that why i so concern on hw the way he talked to me, treat me etc.. if not i will not throw temper at him ma.. Die loi.. Die loi.. Dun tell me i sinking deeper and deeper ah.. No.. No.. Must control, must control if not end up i getting hurt again..

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