Went for TCU today... Going for an operation on next tuesday 10th July 2007, i will be the 1st case which is 8.30am and i got to reach there by 7am.. The whole surgery took abt 45mins to 1 hr, under General Anaesthesia.. So scare, coz i'm always the want intubate patient and now i got to be intubate by other.. So Scary!!
Msg Ratz after i gt the date of operation but till now he didn't reply my msg.. Maybe working busy or no reception?.. I really dunno.. Feel disapointed, no reply frm him.. Let wait and see loi.. I also tell myself not to remind him of my birthday dinner see if he will remember it or not.. If he really forget abt it then i will just spend my birthday alone loi.. Anyway i will be taking half day leave on that day to prepare myself.. I'm mentally prepare that he might forget abt it and i will be spending it alone. "Work so busy", this is wat he always tell me.. Let wait and see..
After the incident at Fluid Bar he started to 暗恋 (Admire Me) me.. When i asked him did he feel jealous? He say yes and when i asked him had he start to 暗恋 me liao ma? his answer was Yes start to have a bit.. That day went out with him, i asked him again did he 暗恋 me? he say increase abit.. Feel happy after listening.. Will things really work out between the 2 of us? Guess only Guan Yin Ma will know ba. I always like to ask him,有没有想我？有没有暗恋我？爱上了没有？At 1st the answer was 有想我，没有暗恋 coz he say no time need to work and 还没有爱上 coz not yet pass the 暗恋 stage. This is wat i will always ask him before we put down the phone.. Now the answer have changed to 有想我，有暗恋一点点 coz just started and 没有爱上 coz just started to Admire..
That day took train with him was really a very very sweet moment.. Even those it was just 1 stop and it only a short 3 mins but i really enjoyed myself so much, so much.. hw i wish the time can just stop there, especially the moment when i cling on to him, holding him and he holding me .. Very sweet.. Dun have such feeling like this before.. My 1st time taking train with him, this will be an unforgettable event.. Will nv be erase frm my brain..
PrInCeSs ShaN
