♥ Thursday, August 09, 2007♥
Recently my temper has become worse then ever, i feel very frustrated inside me. I can just throw temper over a small thing loi.. Think is the side effect of the diet pill.
On Wed i had a quarrel with Rat over small thing, just very Bei Song over certain things he say and i just throw temper. Send him those unreasonable SMS in the middle of the night Haizz.. We have another quarrel today and it was abt kite flying thing. He say we almost quarrel every 12 hrs loi and is over small matter loi.. I feel so bad
Ratz say he realise he quite short-fuse recently, he also dunno why. I told him maybe is because of me ba.. He say no loi, he say not only on me but other people as well. Haizz..
Feel very bad throwing temper at him then apologise to him after that what the point?.. Must prevent such thing to happen again.. I really dun wanna hurt him and dun wanan make him feel unhappy loi.. I wan him to be happy and not stress when talking to me or being with me..
I'm so concern abt wat he say coz he is just so important to me, he is my once and only Wisely tat no one can replace him. Maybe wat he say is right, as we become closer we dunno wat other party say is serious or joke loi.. Tat why so concern abt it.. As for him he say if he cannot different it he just treat it as serious and trust me loi..
Hw can i treat someone tat i treasure and like so much like this? Feel like slapping myself!!
I'm really a BLOODY BITCH!! .. I'm sorry Wisely.. From the outer appreance tat i'm so rough and keep bullying him but inside me he is always someone i sayang, treasure and love most. Nobody can replace him, ir real no one can replace him..
PrInCeSs ShaN
