♥ Tuesday, September 04, 2007♥
Begin to realise that i'm sinking deeper and deeper into "LOVE".. OH No!! I think i got to STOP myself frm sinking in deeper.. I know that Rat is the guy that i really love and can make me feel love BUT i realise that everytime i gt this feeling of "LOVE" i will start to be frighten.. Frighten tat this feeling and the person will leave me 1 day.. Wild imagination start flowing around me
Rat really give me the feeling of LOVE and i dare to say 我爱他！！ I dun wanna get hurt like last time coz of LOVE.. I dun wan to have phobia of this word LOVE!!.. ARGH!.. ARGH!!.. Hw i wish he can help me to get tru tis LOVE STAGE!!
Rat, Rat.. When will you Jio me?.. Now only 15%.. still gt 85% to go.. I'm working hard toward this 85%.. But everything need 2 hand to claps.. Are you clapping Rat?
Sunday was the happier day i ever spend with him.. It so happening loi.. I really feel so love.. The strawberry dangle that he bought for me, i was surprise that he remember i lost the strawberry and he automatic bought me another 1.. I feel so warm and touch inside.. Dinner listening to see breeze. Of coz there are many other things tat we had done make me feel touch and love.
Shan Shan really fallen in love liao.. I'm in Love.. But i'm also scare.. Scare.. scare of loosing him, scare of loosing this feeling and scare of starting to hate the feeling of lOVE if anything bad happen.. Love can really be sweet and bitter..
PrInCeSs ShaN
