♥ Tuesday, November 06, 2007♥
Recently my temper has not been very gd keep throwing tamtrum at Ratz for no reason or over small things that he say which i dun like to listen.. Poor him.. Promise myself no more of tis rubbish toward him yet he is still patience toward him..
Remember few days ago i cried inside his car after i throw tamtrum at him.. 1st time my tears keep rolling and rolling down frm my eye infront of him non-stop.. I nv cried like this infront of him before.. He also feel bad coz the words he used on me was not quite right. Used 2 packets of tissue and my tears still rolling down.. He patted me on my head asked me not to cry, say sorry to me but my tear still roll down..
Cried not because i angry with him, but because i feel hurt treating him like this.. Really heart pain.. I admit recently i having mood swing, temper not very gd tat why i acted like this.. As for him things at his work place not going smoothly and he also not in gd mood.. Frankly speaking dispite of all this he is still quite patience with me..
Think tis is part and parcel of life ba.. Even those we are not a pair yet but wat we going tru now is like wat a real couple os going tru.. Maybe tis a test for the both of us and make us understand each other more.. I promise no more throwing my Princess Tamtrum at anyone frm now on.. Must learn to control..
PrInCeSs ShaN
