♥ Tuesday, February 26, 2008♥
Few days back meet up with Alfred
Of coz with Jean around.
This is the 1st time i meet him
after an incident or misunderstanding
happened 3 yrs back.
Before meeting him my heart feel very heavy because
i don't know wat to talk to him and
will there be any common topic or not.
Well at least have the courage to meet him up ba.
I just don't understand why must i be afraid
to see him more after i nv did anything wrong
(unless i'm wrong in liking him)
3 yrs back and i gt scolded by him, maybe i sway lah..
I believe he also dun feel gd inside either after the incident.
I believe it really affect a few of us especially Elaine.
Frankly speaking i feel uncomfortable.
Not we use to be like last time.
I cannot expect we be like last time ma
coz we have not been talking for 3 yrs and
i think he also dun feel tat comfortable either.
Perharp i can say tis meet up was just
like a fren into by Jean ba.
Well maybe it take time to recover and
i belive time can slowly heal everything
so just gt to be patience ba.
At 1st Jean and I neglected him abit
coz we are engross in talking abt our
gals topic but in the end i come up
with a stupild ideal of
telling ghost stories loi,
so tat we can
get him involved with us ma.
At the same time i also dun wan him to
feel uncomfortable with me around.
11.30pm was the time we say gd bye to each other.
Even those we dun really chatted as much as last time
or we nv even left contact for each other but
i'm glad tat at least we still manage to meet up and
sit down to talk abit of things.
Not forgetting everything went smoothly..
PrInCeSs ShaN
