PrIncEsS sHaN

♥ Monday, June 30, 2008♥

Have been along time
I blogged here.
There is something
in my heart tat i wanna
blog it here.

My b'day is coming and
as usual every yr routine
i will be celebrating with
my sec sch friends.

But tis yr i will not
be inviting "her" or ask
her along.

I know our F/S changed
the moment she is with "him"
I'm not jealous or not happy
they are together.

But i was not happy coz "she"
is abit fake loi..
"She" can make use of
my sms to her and test or
find out if the guy like
her or not..

Frankly speaking i feel
abit betray coz she told
him wat i sms her.
She say "he" keep pestering
her till she have to say.

But to her if there is
nothing she dun wanna say
nobody can force her to say loi.

Remember last time she was the
1 who was super "TL" with him
but now she is the 1 who super
love him.

Hm.. The earth is turning..

No matter wat i dun deserve
her to treat me so gd.
I dun deserve her present.

None of us dun wanna
mention all tis even those
both of us know tat there
are something wrong between us.

I dun wan her coz of me miss
her happiness.
Miss someone tat love her and
can take care of her.

I know everyone is selfish
they only care abt themself
but i dun wanna be self-fish
so i told her i dun mind..

But infact i really dun mind
i really,really dun mind them
together but i just hate why
she wanna fake infront of me.

In my heart i have given them
the best wishes, best Zu Fu..

I nv say it out does not mean
i dun care, infact i'm wishing
them inside my heart..

I might get marry and have
my own family.
So i will tent to neglect
my frens.

Fren will get marry
BF or husband will be
the 1 who always spend
the rest of the life with u.

So i hope "He" will take
gd care of her and dun hurt
her..

May they 辛福快乐!!...

PrInCeSs ShaN