♥ Wednesday, October 01, 2008♥

What a title right?
Yap, it true i'm really very sad.
Beacuse of prob between and & Wisely.
We just had a quarrel on Monday night.

Have not been meeting him for 2 weeks.
He was busy work and meeting his friends.
I nv blame him for not meeting him.

What i'm sad was, he will nv set a
date to meet me.

He will always say :
see first,
See how,
To be confirm again..

Sometime i feel like a spare tyer.
He will only meet me or give me an
answer after his friend confirm not to meet him.

To me I feel that he
is not keen to meet me
or look forward to see me.

If he can't meet me tis week
or next week..
I always hope he will tell me
Smarty i meet you the following week.

But all this nv happen.. really nv happen.

I know he need to meet up with his friends
I cannot be so self-fish ma.

I will always remember wat he say
We are only Smarty and Wisely
Not Smarty and Smarty BF..

He is important to me..
But am i important to him?

Really very sad..
Ended up i can't stand it,
I can't express myself,
In the end i throw temper
SMS those 气话 to him.

Hw i wish he can be more
"Auto" and seem more
keen in meeting me..

ARGH!! I really hate
MYSELF.. HATE IT..

I'm making things worse..
WORSE.. WORSE!!

I really miss him..
Miss him so much..
Wanted to see him so much.

When can i see him again?
When cam i see him again?

Well.. We are only
Smarty and Wisely.
Why think so much
Forget abt it..

PrInCeSs ShaN