♥ Friday, October 23, 2009♥
Have a mixture of feeling this few days.
Sad, hurt, pity, angry, happy?
Frankly speaking i really dunno but for sure is not something tat is happy.
I dunno shall i pity tat person? feel sad? angry?
Maybe is a punishment and a lesson for tat person ba.
Well we are all adults we choose our path and we shall be respondsible for it.
But for sure we shall not betrayed someone tat we say we love.
No matter wat the is the reason we will be still in the wrong.
Went out of track in a R/S is really something tat shall not happen.
If u know the R/S is not stable then wat the point of starting it and wasting time.
For sure find someone u love to be with but not someone for company when u feel lost.
So my words are really true.
Even those we have BF we shall not depend too much on them.
We women shall be more independent ourself.
If anything happen we will not be the wan tat loose out.
We can be stronger because of them :)
Treasure someone before you loose them.
Maybe i really dun have tat sort of feeling anymore.
I also dunno hw to describe tis so call feeling.
Maybe i'm really too soft hearted last time.
I dun mind even my very gd friend cum sister laugh at me, make fun of me when i need them most. Even those at tat point of time i'm really sad.. Sad more then angry.
I dun mind my gd fren not sensitive toward my feeling. Even i'm hurt and angry but i'm generous enough to forgive and forget.
I really hate and i can't accept my gd fren lie to me and treated me for granted again and again.
1 of my gd fren last time used to date and intimate with guys i know,i like and i dated before.
Not only 1 but many in the end the Friendship was gone coz of guys.
Now my another gd fren did tat again.
Think is all this things added up to be a big stone in my heart.
I really feel sad and i'm a sensitive gal but no ones know.
Wat can i do?
People really change lah.
Some even change to the extend we dunno them anymore.
Haizz.. tired le.. shall stop here..
night night.
PrInCeSs ShaN
