♥ Friday, November 27, 2009♥

I nv meet Wisely for 3 weeks le..
The 3 weekend i have being spending alone.
Finally this long weekend he can go out with me.
No choose customer order so many machines.
Each machines is given a duration to finish install all the programme.
Everyday he gt to work til 9 plus 10..
Dun even have time to meet me for dinner.
We can only talked on the phone.
I know it not wat he wan also but no choose work ma..
More machines to do mean more bonus. :)


Today went to Pai Pai.
As usual after tat we will always go to his fav techno kopitiam for kopi.
This time he gt a Sudoku game in his HP.
We played together and he keep saying "Smarty really smarty".
Ha ha.. Forever smart in his eye.
He not bad also leh, very Wise and gt sharp eye.


Then went to Bugis to buy necklaces but dun have time type i wan.
Went to SIngtel, M1 and Starhub to check out the phone he wanna buy but dun have.
Last to Suntec to do my bro X'mas cum B'day present.


Have a really wonderful time with him.
He say he will acc me to kitty lab.
Actually i surppose to go with my friends but last min cancel and i'm really very sad.
I think he see me so sad so he say he will acc me there.
I told him nvm i can give it a miss coz dun wanna waste entrance fee.
He say nvm is ok..
So touch..


OH ya he even give me $$ to spend tis mth ..
I told him dun need he say nvm just keep it..
I told him i will keep it for him.. Ha ha..
It my pocket money.. Ha ha..
I'm so touch for his action and hw he treat me.
So glade to have him :)

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009♥

It has been sometime since i last blogged..
Fankly speaking i gt alot of things to blog but i'm just too lazy to blog.
I know i'm really very lazy and horrible.

Let start blogging frm monday ba..

23/11/09 (Monday)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my precious Wisely!!
Book a hotel and spend his 37th birthday with him.
Made a sandwish for him coz he dun like cake.
Feed him we sweet fruits which was cutted and sliced my me.
We went for seafood dinner..
We ate 2 big crabs..
Yummy..Yummy.. the dinner was so much more expensive then our hotel.
Wisely say nvm abt the money as long as we happy and enjoy ourself,
he dun mind spending the money on me..
SO TOUCH!!

::: Wisely B'day sandwich :::




24/11/09 (Tuesday)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my wonderful 大哥!!
He was born in the same year as Wisely, but 1 day younger then him,study in the same poly as Wisely but different course.
Too bad they dunno each other ha ha ha..
Check out of the hotel with Wisely
Went lunch with him and he send me home.
Went for dinner with my family to celebrate brother birthday.

Anyway Da Sao is pregnant!!
I'm goone be 姑姑 le.
SO HAPPY!!
Can't wait for my niece or nephew to call me 姑姑.
Da sao asked me to help her find baby name start with AL.
Anyone gt any nice name start with AL can share with me?
Kindy post on my bulletin board ya.


Stay tune for my next blog..
:)

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Wednesday, November 11, 2009♥

Almost met with accident just now.
Really in a suck bad mood.
Nothing can just simply cheer me up.
I drove to meet Jesper.


While driving tear start rolling down frm my eye.
My vision was so blurred.
I rub and rub my eye.
I reach Jesper place save and sound and we went for dinner.


On the way back the tear just rolled down for no reason.
I can't control..
I just keep crying and crying.
I kept steping on my acelerator.
At the cross junction I didn't realise it red light and i beat red light
I almost banged on the car turing right.
It is just so close, so close..
I quicaly steer to the left lane and i can hear very very loud horn.
I almost died or i almost taken someone innocent life.

I'm just so useless..
Wat if i really died?
I bet alot of people will be very sad including Wisely ba.


When tallking to him on the phone just now i didn't tell him tis.
I'm on sick leave yet i still go out he sure will say me wan.
But we chatted happily just now.
Just wanna improved this R/S.
I must do it. :)

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Tuesday, November 10, 2009♥

Things which i'm always so worry abt finally happen.
Wat to do..
This is life.
We gt to 看开 abit to make ourself happier.
Even those really very sad, really disapointted but there is nothing i can do.
Tell myself i can do it and i must 看开.


Wat is ur is ur, wat not ur will forver nv be ur.
Let natural take its course ba.
There always up and down in life.
Must be really and get urself prepared for it.


I'm very tired.
Wanna take a short break.
I wanna go holiday.
I wanna stay away.
I wanna refresh myself.


Sob.. Sob... Sob..
Crying now also no point ma.
Think of way to make things better ba.
Hope thing will get better. :)


Encouraging myself.
Giving myself confident.
But i feel so weak..
Really weak..
Can someone tell me wat shall i do?

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Thursday, November 05, 2009♥

Things had not been going well between me and Wisely recently.
We quarrle for the past 2 weeks.
Haizz.. I also dunno why is it like this?
Realise our distant is getting further and further.
Always quarrel of coz the distant will be further lah.


I have been blaming myself.
I find myelf really damn lousy.
I'm really a damn failer.
I'm really brainless.


Instead of makeing him feel relax i make him stress.
Instead of making our distant closer i make it further.
Instead of listen more i question more.


I'm just damn lousy.
I'm really a damn lousy gal.
What has he owned me to deserve all this?
I regret stepping into his life.
I shall not have step into his life at all.
I shall not have disturb his singlehood.
I think i really make his life miserable.


Today i read a horoscope abt love Compatibility between Cancer and Sagittarius.
It goes like this..


They are situated on opposite sides of the Zodiac. Cancer needs security and stability. Sagittarius has a hunger for adventures and freedom. Cancer is too sensitive to get along with a brusque Sagittarius. Sexual harmony is possible, but soon Sagittarius will feel his freedom being limited and will disappear. They will be good friends, but not lovers. Compatibility horoscope Sagittarius doesn’t see the development of the relationship in the long run.



So true right?
Maybe i shall let go..
I shall leave him..
I shall do my part to let his life feel better without me.
I believe without me he can still survise and he can still get use to it.


Is not easy to let go someone u love.
But to make him happier why not.
I will try my very best.
Infact just force myself..

PrInCeSs ShaN