PrIncEsS sHaN

♥ Sunday, May 30, 2010♥

I was overslept!!
Surppose to wake up at 4.30am -5am.
But i woke up at 6.45am..

Quickly brush teeth and get myself change
Drive at 120Km/hr frm AYE to ECP.
Execpt i slowed down near the KPE entrance coz gt speed camera.
Proud of myself :)
Reach Changi within 20mins..
Partly b'coz the road was quite empty on a sunday morning.

Went to the carpark where Wisely park his car.
Realised he actually park quite far away frm the ending point.
I know he confirm will be very tired after his run.
So instead of waiting at the carpark for him, i drove around the carnival area.
get down frm my car to look for him, hopefully can see him.
I told myself if gt fate sure will be able to find him.

while driving into the carpark i saw someone like him walking across the carpark.
But i can't stop my car suddenly and get down, partly also not sure is it him.
It so hot and i walked around to look for him.
Praying to be able to find him.

In the end i can't find him.
He call me on my phone and told me he reach the carpark where he surppose to meet me.
I drove back to the carpark.
I told him i saw someone like him walking around the carpark.
In the end is really him. I really gt sharp eye leh.
LOLxxx.. No fate Haizz..
So near yet so far..

We went to airport for Swensen's for breakfast.
Hearty breakfast with him.
So happy..
He say tis is only the 2nd time we have breakfast together.
1st time is on my 24th birthday and tis is the 2nd time.

No choose both of us gt to work.
Even those if i goona stay at his place we also can't have breakfast together.
I always wake up earlier then him.
Then he always work late.
Weekend is the only time we can have a longer sleep.
So we always forgo the breakfast ..
Sleep is more important haha.

Have a gd afternoon sleep.
wether is so cooling.
SHIOK!!

Nw gg to Zzzz.
Night night..

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Saturday, May 29, 2010♥

WOH!! It had really been sometime since i last blog.
Let me update a little.

Went and watch Shrek 3D on friday wif Wisely.
Almost can't watch the movie coz he last min gt to go back to work.
Lucky can change the timing, end up watching 6.50pm show at MS
Thumb up for GV :)
Nice movie, nice 3D effect.
worth watching :)

Sat is a boring day for me. Nv meet Wisely coz he gt to rest for his a
ddidas 42km sundown run which start at 2359hr.
Lucky gt birdy, girl and elaine to acc me.
We went Vivo for some shopping and dinner.

Bought a white tube dress and a big ribbon chain.
Tis ribbon pearl chain is handmade.
The girls selling it is so creative.
I realy love it..

::: The ribbon chain :::

::: Love it :::

Have dinner at the Xi Men Ding restraunt.
They sell taiwan food.
But it taste horrible.
Lousy service.
Slow service.
The food gt lot and lot of MSG.
Horrible.
Total bill was $130+, not worth eating.

26 days to TAIWAN!!
WOHOO!!
Counting down..

Gt to sleep le.
goona wake up early at 4am.
Why leh?
Coz meeting Wisely for breakfast after his run.
Driving all the way down to changi to meet him.
So looking forward.. :)

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Tuesday, May 18, 2010♥

Have been thinking if it right for me to blog tis down.
After thinking for 3 days i have make up my mind.
Anyway it my blog and i think i gt the right to post anything i want.
But dun worry i will not post evil thing here.

Last sat after Kei Kei baby shower we went to Novena.
Wisely need to collect his race pack for his run.
Since he just wanna collect and leave so he parked his car at the road side.
He told me if anyone come and chase us away then just drive around til he call me.
So i took over the driver seat just incase.

While waiting for him..
I pull down the mirror pocket above the driver seat.
Those with car will understand wat i'm trying to say.
I saw his ex-gf pic.
I keep looking at the pic and i really find tat he and Wisely gt the 夫妻相(couple look) very compatible.
But too bad, they cant be together.
I feel pity lah.

The ex-gf really gt the "next door gal look" while I gt the " Ah Lian next door look".
Compare to the ex gf i'm really far apart frm her loi.
She is those guai guai gal with the "Xian Qi Liang Mu" look.
Gentle, understanding not much temper type of gal who most guys will choose to marry .

::: The gal at the Right side with blue gown is his ex :::

::: Ah lian next door look :::

Dun worry i'm not jealous.
I dun think i need to be jealous over someone who is no longer around.
And all along Wisely nv compare me and her.

Is just tat i'm the one who is feeling abit weird.
He always say everyone is different why compare.
My character compare to her are really far apart loi.
I can imagine hw much happiness she had given to Wisely.
I can imagine hw happy WIsely was when with her.
And hw sad Wisely was when she passed away.
Even saddest when she know she goona leave Wisely and leave tis world.

Well tear really start rolling down frm my eye.
I really feel pity for her,
Pity for them.
If not they are already marry and might have kids.
I will not have a chance to know Wisely at all.

Even those Wisely dun have my blog address.
But if 1 day he is really reading tis blog.
I hope he will not be angry at me for posting the ex-gf thing and pic here.
I really envy her for her character.
I really envy Wisely gt such a gd gf before.
And i really envy their R/S last time.

I just wanna say ..
Wisely you are really lucky to have such a gd gf before.
Maybe I'm just someone who is here in ur tis life to get back wat u own me last life ba.
My temper, my unresonable character etc..etc.. must have bring u alot of unhappiness.
I'm sorry..

Maybe tis life u have return me wat u own me last life and we might not be able to meet next life ba. Coz everything u have return to me le.. LOlxx..

Sound orbit right.. But i do believe in 今生来世 (tis life and next life).

I got alot of things to learn frm his ex gal ba.
Her gentleness, understanding etc..etc..
Might be far away frm her but i will try my best but not 100% coz i still wanna be myself :)

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Saturday, May 15, 2010♥

Kei Kei is 1 mth old!!
Celebrated early for her.
Weather is very hot.
But i do enjoyed myself with the company of my family member and Wisely.

After tat went Marina Square with Wisely.
Go and collect the shirt i have alter.

Suddenly Wisely showed me an sms.
His colleague msg him and told him his car plate strive 4D.
WOH HAHHA..
I told him i will check wat prize..
He strive $600..
I told him no fish, prawn also can lah.
Gt strive better then nothing ma.
At least now gt $600..

He say "so u wan me to withdraw $120 for u"
I say " Dun need lah tax 20% is disturb u wan lah just treat me for dinner can le".
He say "WOH SO GD AH!! sure or not?"
Then i say "I look so greedy meh? $120 only i wan also must take $12000 lah"
LOLXX

He treated me to Jack's Place for dinner.
1 of my favourite restaurant.
I just love their Mixed grilled and seafood salad.
YUm YUm!!

Took a quite a number of photos.
But decided to only post some of them.
Coz uploading pic really took sometime wor.
Enjoyed and gd night :)

::: I did tis specially for her.. Cute hor :::

::: Xinmin, Da Sao and me :::

::: Wisely and me :::

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Monday, May 10, 2010♥

6 days of HL gonna end very soon.
Sianzz..
Wasted 2 days coz is sat and sun.
No choose coz my dental surgeon only operate on thursday.

::: My lower wisdom tooth, 1 of it is impacted (decay)

::: My upper 2 wisdom tooth :::

When I pack my room today i found some old neo-print i used to took in sec sch.
**Scroll to the bottom to view the pic.**
Time passed i'm coming 26 tis yr.
Those pics were taken 10-11 yrs back.
**OMG**
Tat time still very playful.
Very into BGR.
Boy boy girl girl relationship lah.
Meet IRC guys lah.
AIyozz.. But lot and lot of fun that time..
I really miss my sec sch time with my sec friends.

During that time i never even thought about what I goona be in 10 yrs time?
Hw do i look in 10 yrs time?
Etc..etc..

10 yrs down the road and i'm here blogging.
Looking at those pic i used to take.
Missing back my sec sch day and ...
I'm a professional nurse now.
I still look fat or even fatter then last time.
But 1 thing i can confirm and tat is i'm prettier then last time.. Lolxx

i'm glade tat i still keep in contact with my sec sch friends.
Especially the girls..
We still meet up for b'day celebration.
We stll meet up once in a while to catch up.
And i'm glade i'm still in very gd friendship with Elaine and Cindy.

I received "her" sms.
Let call her J.
Asking me can't we be friend back again?
Asking me is it poinless to have back tis friendship?
Asking me to meet up and talk.
My answer to her is just dunno and dunno and dunno.
And i reply her wat the point of saying sorry when in the 1st place shall not do those hurtful thing to me?
She say she is brainless,stupid and nv think things will be so bad til she lost this friendship.
At 1st i agree for meet up but after thinking i realise i really gt nothing to talk to her.
What will i say to "her" when i meet her?
I dun wanna say those hurtful things to her.
And i know tis meet up will nv have a good ending.
Just dun wanna be embrassing and dunno wat to talk.
I can't just let her do all the talking and i just keep quiet.
I can't say those hurtful and anger words to her ma.

If now u guys ask me the same question as she did.
"will i still be friend back with her?"
But answer is still dunno, dunno and dunno.

I look and read at all the cards she used to give me for X'mas and b'day.
The photos we used to took together.
I know we are really in very gd term last time.
And we are really very happy last time.
Every cards she gave me will always have the same sign off at the bottom.
"Sister forever"..

Frm a simple "HI" when we just know each other.
To Very gd friend cum sister
To now ..........
Well i really dunno..

A gd and stable friendship took yrs to build.
But just 1 second or 1 hurtful event to destory it.
Isn't it very fragile?
Am i too petty?
Or am i really badly hurt by her tat i can't forgive her?

My answer is still dunno.
Dunno, dunno, dunno and dunno..
Haizz.

10 YEARS AGO

to be very gd friends but now ... :::

::: The pics we took last time and there are more :::

::: My sec sch frienship and is still going strong now :::

::: We are gd friends :::

::: Me(left) and Karel (right):::

::: Took tis at 17yrs old and i remember i love tis red tee LOlxx :::

10 years later

::: mY Naked face look .. Horrible hor? :::

::: But nvm make up make wonder :::

::: There is no ugly women in tis world only lazy women :::

::: Claudia :::

PrInCeSs ShaN

♥ Thursday, May 06, 2010♥

** CLAP, CLAP,CLAP**
Claudia is a brave girl!!
Removed her 4 wisdom tooth today under LA.

Wisely took 1/2 day leave to send me there and fetch me back.
So 幸福..
Before my surgery Wisely asked me to do him a favour very seriously..

Wisely : Smarty can you do me a favour?

Me : What?

Wisely : Later you go in u asked the Dr wat can she do to make u stop bitting me and keep singing..

Me : ........

Sometime really Bei Ta Han him leh..
But i still love him so much!!

Anyway everything went smoothly.
Except the injection part at my hard pallet damn painful loi and the drilling of my lower wisdom teeth.
Can't stand the drilling sound..
It sound exactly like renovating the house.

After my surgery Wisely say " at least can be peaceful for awhile"..
I stared at him with my sad eye.
And he say just kidding lah and give me a pad on my head.
Feel Sweet!!
Hee Hee..

We didn't go home after tat..
Went to the nearby NTUC to buy vouchers.
For who?
Of coz for my niece Kei Kei baby shower next Sat.
NTUC vouchers is the best and most practical gift for her.
Pamper lah, milk powder lah etc..etc..
Nowaday to feed a baby is not easy wor..

Oh Ya.. Baby AL finally gt her name..
Alvin + Alexia = Aldea Lam
Nw u shall know why we call her Baby AL
In Chinese 林芷萁, Lim Zi Qi
In Cantonese is Lam Zi Kei..
Tat the reason why i call her Kei Kei..

::: Am i sweet?? :::

PrInCeSs ShaN