PrIncEsS sHaN

♥ Monday, May 10, 2010♥

6 days of HL gonna end very soon.
Sianzz..
Wasted 2 days coz is sat and sun.
No choose coz my dental surgeon only operate on thursday.

::: My lower wisdom tooth, 1 of it is impacted (decay)

::: My upper 2 wisdom tooth :::

When I pack my room today i found some old neo-print i used to took in sec sch.
**Scroll to the bottom to view the pic.**
Time passed i'm coming 26 tis yr.
Those pics were taken 10-11 yrs back.
**OMG**
Tat time still very playful.
Very into BGR.
Boy boy girl girl relationship lah.
Meet IRC guys lah.
AIyozz.. But lot and lot of fun that time..
I really miss my sec sch time with my sec friends.

During that time i never even thought about what I goona be in 10 yrs time?
Hw do i look in 10 yrs time?
Etc..etc..

10 yrs down the road and i'm here blogging.
Looking at those pic i used to take.
Missing back my sec sch day and ...
I'm a professional nurse now.
I still look fat or even fatter then last time.
But 1 thing i can confirm and tat is i'm prettier then last time.. Lolxx

i'm glade tat i still keep in contact with my sec sch friends.
Especially the girls..
We still meet up for b'day celebration.
We stll meet up once in a while to catch up.
And i'm glade i'm still in very gd friendship with Elaine and Cindy.

I received "her" sms.
Let call her J.
Asking me can't we be friend back again?
Asking me is it poinless to have back tis friendship?
Asking me to meet up and talk.
My answer to her is just dunno and dunno and dunno.
And i reply her wat the point of saying sorry when in the 1st place shall not do those hurtful thing to me?
She say she is brainless,stupid and nv think things will be so bad til she lost this friendship.
At 1st i agree for meet up but after thinking i realise i really gt nothing to talk to her.
What will i say to "her" when i meet her?
I dun wanna say those hurtful things to her.
And i know tis meet up will nv have a good ending.
Just dun wanna be embrassing and dunno wat to talk.
I can't just let her do all the talking and i just keep quiet.
I can't say those hurtful and anger words to her ma.

If now u guys ask me the same question as she did.
"will i still be friend back with her?"
But answer is still dunno, dunno and dunno.

I look and read at all the cards she used to give me for X'mas and b'day.
The photos we used to took together.
I know we are really in very gd term last time.
And we are really very happy last time.
Every cards she gave me will always have the same sign off at the bottom.
"Sister forever"..

Frm a simple "HI" when we just know each other.
To Very gd friend cum sister
To now ..........
Well i really dunno..

A gd and stable friendship took yrs to build.
But just 1 second or 1 hurtful event to destory it.
Isn't it very fragile?
Am i too petty?
Or am i really badly hurt by her tat i can't forgive her?

My answer is still dunno.
Dunno, dunno, dunno and dunno..
Haizz.

10 YEARS AGO